That title just sounds like I want a pity party doesn't it? Well fear not! That is not what this is about! Tis a happy journal! I moved back to my home state recently. I was in Texas for a year, went out there to be with my sister and brother in law, chasing a few dreams. The dice doesn't always roll in your favor though and the last good thing I had there ended in December I believe. After a few more months of trying to find something else to cling to, I came up with nothing and moved back to swell New Jersey! Many reasons behind that as well. Most being friends and family. Someone special as well <3 My parents have moved us into a little place but its fine by me, nice to have a room again heh. Forgot what is was like to just shut your door and hear the world fade for a few hours. Got a job, not glorious but hey it pays so it'll do. On top of that, the job is at my old middle school. Talk about memory lane lol. Things are picking up for me again and I've been smiling almost non-stop. Sure my life isn't glorious but hey, you gotta enjoy what you can right? Anyway now that I'm done rambling, I guess the reason I wrote this is because I just wanted to share how things can suddenly pick up in your life. Nothing is bad forever guys and gals :)