So I haven't really told anyone yet but yesterday I kept experiencing brief periods of losing consciousness, I forget exactly what it's called but I wouldn't pass out right away. I'd still be able to see and such but I'd be moving and stuff without actually doing it, like someone else was and then I'd black out. Naturally it freaked me out and I went to my doctors. He said I'm blacking out because my blood pressure is fluctuating and all that bad shit so he's watching that and he needs to run blood tests to figure out that other thing. He asked me if I'm taking care of myself and I told him that I honestly haven't. From a recent major dip in my mood, I've really stopped caring about myself and well...I realize thats stupid and I'll do my best to change that