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12 years ago
Friends... oooohhhh the amazing, lovely, always-there-for-ya, helpful, partners, jerks, comunists, dubass-but-still-friendly and caring friends... such a nice feeling that is to have someone to back you up when you need and wherer you need it. Someone you can trust, you can rely on, you have memorable momments, no matter is it's a good one, or a bad one that you all will laugh about for years after...
How many friends do you guys have? and by friends, may not be all the contacts you have on your IM list, I mean, REAL, friends... does it make enough to get a hand of them? maybe... 3; 2; 4 at most for the most of you I guess? Some lucky people get to have to even 10 of them!
Well, but still, after such an introduction, it's not what I meant to say, as this is gonna be looking like some kind of rant or else... just because the one simple fact that always get on me. WHERE ARE MINE FOR GOD'S SAKE!?!?!?
Well, I do have a friend, and not actually a friend, it'sa friend on an upper level, my mate, and I do have another friend, but still, like my mate, both of them live far from me, which leave me with only ONE friend for me to go out. ONE friend that is always attached to his girlfriend, barely making a move without her. It's been ages since I've last seen him, and over a month since I'm trying to meet him but it always comes down to his girlfriend holding him with her, and even when we do meet, she is with us, and of course, even being her coulegue, I'm not telling her what I would to him, It's a matter of trust though.
Geez, It's a pain the ass to see your classmates going out, doing stuff, being togheter, having people to live memorable momments. My mate almost every weeked going out to meet his friends, whose are his friends since childhood, which I encourage him to DO go out as it's always a unique oportunitty. But, even feeling good for him, seeing that his having fun with other people, people that he trust, so as everyone else, living their lives having great momments, I feel... sort of... "lonely" if that's the right term to put in there. I have a lovely boyfriend, which loves me, way more than I can imagine, that cares for me and else, and which I do my best to return, I feel like that, like, having something diverse, like, that friend in particular can get you crazy stuff, that sometimes your mate won't, or momments that you know only said person being with you can provide.
Man, I can't say what really is getting a hold of this thing, but, I feel like that my friends are lost, I know from the bottom of my heart that the two living away, being one my boyfriend, will be with me whenever I need it, but, where are the people that I could row with? where are the people that would make me laugh? where are the people where I could make a phone call and say "we need to talk!" and in a couple of minutes meet somewhere just to chill out or spend 20+ minutes on a phone call saying nothing important than simple chat!?
Lads, honestly? I wish to say as a conclusion to value your so loved friends, they will be there for you for momments that you wouldn't expect. For the end, I'm sorry for such a long thing, but, I felt like I couldn't just let this untouched, it's been years since this is happening, coming up and down on my mind and back again to a sort of "hibernation" status.
Thanks for whoever tootk the time to read all of this, and hope that sometime better winds will blow, and blue waters will come, stay safe!
How many friends do you guys have? and by friends, may not be all the contacts you have on your IM list, I mean, REAL, friends... does it make enough to get a hand of them? maybe... 3; 2; 4 at most for the most of you I guess? Some lucky people get to have to even 10 of them!
Well, but still, after such an introduction, it's not what I meant to say, as this is gonna be looking like some kind of rant or else... just because the one simple fact that always get on me. WHERE ARE MINE FOR GOD'S SAKE!?!?!?
Well, I do have a friend, and not actually a friend, it'sa friend on an upper level, my mate, and I do have another friend, but still, like my mate, both of them live far from me, which leave me with only ONE friend for me to go out. ONE friend that is always attached to his girlfriend, barely making a move without her. It's been ages since I've last seen him, and over a month since I'm trying to meet him but it always comes down to his girlfriend holding him with her, and even when we do meet, she is with us, and of course, even being her coulegue, I'm not telling her what I would to him, It's a matter of trust though.
Geez, It's a pain the ass to see your classmates going out, doing stuff, being togheter, having people to live memorable momments. My mate almost every weeked going out to meet his friends, whose are his friends since childhood, which I encourage him to DO go out as it's always a unique oportunitty. But, even feeling good for him, seeing that his having fun with other people, people that he trust, so as everyone else, living their lives having great momments, I feel... sort of... "lonely" if that's the right term to put in there. I have a lovely boyfriend, which loves me, way more than I can imagine, that cares for me and else, and which I do my best to return, I feel like that, like, having something diverse, like, that friend in particular can get you crazy stuff, that sometimes your mate won't, or momments that you know only said person being with you can provide.
Man, I can't say what really is getting a hold of this thing, but, I feel like that my friends are lost, I know from the bottom of my heart that the two living away, being one my boyfriend, will be with me whenever I need it, but, where are the people that I could row with? where are the people that would make me laugh? where are the people where I could make a phone call and say "we need to talk!" and in a couple of minutes meet somewhere just to chill out or spend 20+ minutes on a phone call saying nothing important than simple chat!?
Lads, honestly? I wish to say as a conclusion to value your so loved friends, they will be there for you for momments that you wouldn't expect. For the end, I'm sorry for such a long thing, but, I felt like I couldn't just let this untouched, it's been years since this is happening, coming up and down on my mind and back again to a sort of "hibernation" status.
Thanks for whoever tootk the time to read all of this, and hope that sometime better winds will blow, and blue waters will come, stay safe!
