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12 years ago
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"Breaking I can’t do this on my own," - Take It All Away by RED
Silly how a certain lyric can strike such a chord with your own personal life. I know the old sayings, I know people care, I know I am not alone, I know people would be sad if I were to just…. well…. die. But what if for just a split second….I just didn’t care. One moment I just said “I’m done.” What if I’m just tired of being me?
It hurts. It hurts to wake up and look in the mirror and HATE what you see. My body, it’s not right. My head, is even more screwed up…. And what’s more, I can’t seem to bring myself to ask for help. Because I think it’s selfish to stop everyone else’s day to discuss my feelings.
My problems are not important.
I’m tired.
I’m tired of hearing “If you don’t like who you are then just change yourself. Get up and do something. You gotta try. You gotta want it”
What if…. What if this is me trying. What if waking up, what if opening my eyes to another day is all I have left.
I’m trying….. so hard not to cry, not to hurt, not to just…. give up.
Maybe I just need a good cry. Maybe god or whoever is in charge of the cosmos can just show me what I’m here for. Why I was made so wrong.
"Breaking I can’t do this on my own…. Can you hear me screaming out…. Am I all alone?"
Silly how a certain lyric can strike such a chord with your own personal life. I know the old sayings, I know people care, I know I am not alone, I know people would be sad if I were to just…. well…. die. But what if for just a split second….I just didn’t care. One moment I just said “I’m done.” What if I’m just tired of being me?
It hurts. It hurts to wake up and look in the mirror and HATE what you see. My body, it’s not right. My head, is even more screwed up…. And what’s more, I can’t seem to bring myself to ask for help. Because I think it’s selfish to stop everyone else’s day to discuss my feelings.
My problems are not important.
I’m tired.
I’m tired of hearing “If you don’t like who you are then just change yourself. Get up and do something. You gotta try. You gotta want it”
What if…. What if this is me trying. What if waking up, what if opening my eyes to another day is all I have left.
I’m trying….. so hard not to cry, not to hurt, not to just…. give up.
Maybe I just need a good cry. Maybe god or whoever is in charge of the cosmos can just show me what I’m here for. Why I was made so wrong.
"Breaking I can’t do this on my own…. Can you hear me screaming out…. Am I all alone?"
2. It is not selfish to ask for help
3. There are numerous ways for you to get help
4. Always get a second opinion
5. You are who you are. Stand up for yourself by getting the help you deserve.
6. You are loved
7. *Hugs you very tight*