So, its hard. When you have something you want to forget but you know you will always remember? That sucks. You dwell on it so much that it makes your life completely miserable. It sucks ass. Sometimes it gets so hard that you give up. completely give up. I've wanted to give up. On life, love, all of it. But you know what I can say? I can say I pulled through. I. Pulled. Through. When life itself was against me I kicked it in the ass. I bested thick and thin, and that is why I'm here today. I am HERE. I fought and fought, and here I am. Sweet. I won. And sure there are gonna be more struggles along the way but hell, I got through this, what else can I make it through? A lot more than I would have if I gave up in the beginning!! Veni vidi vici. Veni. Vidi. VICI. I came, I saw and I CONQUERED!!!