Finally had a good distraction from my bully ex, was feelin’ pretty good, then I find out he really was cheating on me and with a really braindead idiot. Awesome.
The worst part is that when he lied and told me if he ever liked anyone else, or wanted to fuck anyone else, he'd just talk to me about it and we'd discuss if he could or not (I'm generally not jealous and probably wouldn't mind) because he'd rather work through it instead of breaking up over dumb crushes and petty sex. And I believed him.

I'm a huge fucking idiot.