I don't know how it is for any of you out there but why is it so hard to find love? It almost seems like there is no chance of me ever finding a lover just for myself out here in this fucked up world. I had a chance with someone. I tried to show them that I wasi kind heated soul buti am fragile and emotional. But to actually show emotions drives people away. Why is that? This person chose to be with someone else because she said I am too emotional and clingy. Why is this a bad thing? What else ami to do. Part of me wants to give up even trying. Love isa luxury I don't feel I will ever have in my own arms. I'm sorry for my rant buti just need to vent and maybe reach out to anyone for help