well here i am 2 years later and i am defiantly not the same person i was before. it has been 2 years since i have last cut, 3 years since i have been in hospital, 2 years since kenzi passed, and life is 100% better. that past seems so far gone and im looking now at the future, making awesome money drywalling and have a wonderful man who is amazing. i have 4 really great friends and like 100 family members who now love and support me. no more negativity and im finally free of all my pain. =^.^=