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17 years ago
Nothing really important, just wanted to vent for a bit.
College has been killing me lately. The work keeps piling up, and i've been having to pull all-nighthers a couple times a week to manage. it's probably more my own fault for not managing my time more wisely, but it's getting really stressful. Halloween and thanksgiving are on the horizon though, so hopeful they can give me the short break I need to reassess how im gonna handle the rest of the year.
Hopefully it could also lift this horrible depression that's been sinking into me for the past couple months. it's not that I'm lonely or longing for attention, i get enough of that from the people around me, but its this saddening feeling I really can't put into words, its probably just that i need something to cheer me up, since a lot of my life for that past few years has been one big hustle and a lot of not so nice surprises.
A lot of the people I used to really be close to have moved on with their lives on to other schools and opportunities, since then, all the friends ive really had left to hang out with aren't really friends, if that makes any sense. they're kids i used to hang out with in high school if i was bored or wanted to have a little fun, but now a few years later they're still their same old selves doing the same old shit, while i'm trying to get at least a decent education, and what not. I've been considering cutting ties with them, since I think it'll be for the best.
My hamster died yesterday, and although i didn't cry, it felt like a knife pierced my heart. I loved that little, pudgy ball of fur. i don't know if 3 years is long or short for a hamster, but either way, you will be missed Buttercup.
Yeah, i'm done. that actually felt nice to write, and now that we're done with all the angst, I just wanna say thanks to everyone watching, commenting, and faving my art. It really means a lot to me. My CreamxRouge picture is coming up soon, so keep your eyes peeled.
also...
COMMENTS, COMMENTS, COMMENTS!!! I love comments, so please give me some, any, big or small, any type of feedback makes me feel like someone's actually watching and actually cares. They make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside, and encourage me to do more! So please drop a line when you can! Hugs and big kisses to you ALL!!! see you guys later,
toodles
College has been killing me lately. The work keeps piling up, and i've been having to pull all-nighthers a couple times a week to manage. it's probably more my own fault for not managing my time more wisely, but it's getting really stressful. Halloween and thanksgiving are on the horizon though, so hopeful they can give me the short break I need to reassess how im gonna handle the rest of the year.
Hopefully it could also lift this horrible depression that's been sinking into me for the past couple months. it's not that I'm lonely or longing for attention, i get enough of that from the people around me, but its this saddening feeling I really can't put into words, its probably just that i need something to cheer me up, since a lot of my life for that past few years has been one big hustle and a lot of not so nice surprises.
A lot of the people I used to really be close to have moved on with their lives on to other schools and opportunities, since then, all the friends ive really had left to hang out with aren't really friends, if that makes any sense. they're kids i used to hang out with in high school if i was bored or wanted to have a little fun, but now a few years later they're still their same old selves doing the same old shit, while i'm trying to get at least a decent education, and what not. I've been considering cutting ties with them, since I think it'll be for the best.
My hamster died yesterday, and although i didn't cry, it felt like a knife pierced my heart. I loved that little, pudgy ball of fur. i don't know if 3 years is long or short for a hamster, but either way, you will be missed Buttercup.
Yeah, i'm done. that actually felt nice to write, and now that we're done with all the angst, I just wanna say thanks to everyone watching, commenting, and faving my art. It really means a lot to me. My CreamxRouge picture is coming up soon, so keep your eyes peeled.
also...
COMMENTS, COMMENTS, COMMENTS!!! I love comments, so please give me some, any, big or small, any type of feedback makes me feel like someone's actually watching and actually cares. They make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside, and encourage me to do more! So please drop a line when you can! Hugs and big kisses to you ALL!!! see you guys later,
toodles
Talk to you later, perhaps!