i tried to commission you, but I understand.
When I was at risk of losing my home, nobody really cared.
All this talk about a sense of community. It's bullshit.
It use to exist here, I'm sure... but now FA is over run by immature little man children
who jerk off to the weirdest crap
and who just shouldn't be artists honestly...
Especially those who just use it as a means to just jerk off to their own crap drawings
and shallow perspective of a Anthro person/animal (however you see it).

I wish a lot of these people would just leave.
I wish I could leave...
though despite it's flaws,
there are still people here I enjoy.
And I also have hope for a different kind of FA...
And I have hope that one day, people will truly understand me
Gain some of my perspective
sympathies with my version of the world
and they will love me as I wish there would be some who would
I want friends who will support me.
I want to talk to people who will encourage me.
I want to know people who will build me.

I know you did. The only reason I didn't accept is because I know how tight you were, and maybe still are, with money and I didn't want to take what you needed.

You know... there are a lot of people who would say that one doesn't need art.
People would say it's a luxury... and to some extent... that's true.

But does anybody need to be happy? No.
There is nothing wrong with wanting something.



Besides all that... I'll be commissioning soon. The way I see it, building an audience is hard.
Sadly... the only chance a lot of people have, is through association of somebody else's art.
If I can get art I love, from my favorite artists and the result being a little or big boost in popularity... making people acknowledge my own art... then I'm fine with that.

I tried too, Moo-Moo. Sorry it didn't go well.


*offers hugs*