Self-Loathing and Bubblegum
12 years ago
And I'm all outta bubble-gum.
I haven't written shit that I've liked or enjoyed or been able to even stand to finish in over 4 months. It's actually closing in on 6, and... nothing. I feel so uninspired and worthless, and I really hate it. The depression is quite literally killing me... and that's the good news.
I suppose I did it because I really do despise myself, or maybe I forgot why I stopped drawing in the first place, but I bought 2 new sketchpads. And then I decided to start sketching and SURPRISE! I'm still as shitty now as when I quit drawing about 2 years ago. =.= So yeah, I feel awesome.
So, despite the fact no one really reads these fuckin' things unless you're uber-legend status I'm gonna waste the time to ask for help. I need inspiration. Maybe some art tutorials. Maybe some cool stuff to read to get my writing started again. I dunno. Something.
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Please.
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I haven't written shit that I've liked or enjoyed or been able to even stand to finish in over 4 months. It's actually closing in on 6, and... nothing. I feel so uninspired and worthless, and I really hate it. The depression is quite literally killing me... and that's the good news.
I suppose I did it because I really do despise myself, or maybe I forgot why I stopped drawing in the first place, but I bought 2 new sketchpads. And then I decided to start sketching and SURPRISE! I'm still as shitty now as when I quit drawing about 2 years ago. =.= So yeah, I feel awesome.
So, despite the fact no one really reads these fuckin' things unless you're uber-legend status I'm gonna waste the time to ask for help. I need inspiration. Maybe some art tutorials. Maybe some cool stuff to read to get my writing started again. I dunno. Something.
....
Please.
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FA+
