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Last 3 years have sucked *Warning: Emo stuffs*
17 years ago
Well its official.
The last 3 years have sucked big time.
1. Diagnosed with Diabetes.
2. Kidney stones each year so far
3. Found out this year my mom was in the hospital for the last 5 weeks. (No thanks to my father for letting me know when it happened. But he had to give me the news with Happy Birthday as well)
I am loathing what next year will bring me.
I have turned the big 40. Never celebrate any of my H-Days. Due to the fact I really only have my Mate.
Friends are extremely hard to come by. Acquaintances are easy. Though only friends would remember stuff like H-Days and the like.
So I am alittle depressed. Anxious. Freaking out about what I have done in the last 20 years of my life. Changed so much in the first 10 years. Things where looking up...
Mom was diagnosed with "Huntingsons Disease" Apparently its flared up, and she can't be looked after by my father. Who in tern has been having alot of issues as well. Back problems, shoulders, Diabetes, Heart disease, and other things.
SO I am not looking forward to the next 30 years if my parents are any indication.
So year. Happy H-Day to me on the Monday last.
What will the new year hold for me. Anybody's guess, but with the things wrong with my parents. Alot of pain for sure.
blah.
Getting old sucks the big one.
Oh Yah. Only 3 people remembered my H-Day. I don't include my brothers and mom and dad. Cause each year they always give me bad news. Now you see why I don't like it.
Emo done. Like anyones gonna see this anyway......
The last 3 years have sucked big time.
1. Diagnosed with Diabetes.
2. Kidney stones each year so far
3. Found out this year my mom was in the hospital for the last 5 weeks. (No thanks to my father for letting me know when it happened. But he had to give me the news with Happy Birthday as well)
I am loathing what next year will bring me.
I have turned the big 40. Never celebrate any of my H-Days. Due to the fact I really only have my Mate.
Friends are extremely hard to come by. Acquaintances are easy. Though only friends would remember stuff like H-Days and the like.
So I am alittle depressed. Anxious. Freaking out about what I have done in the last 20 years of my life. Changed so much in the first 10 years. Things where looking up...
Mom was diagnosed with "Huntingsons Disease" Apparently its flared up, and she can't be looked after by my father. Who in tern has been having alot of issues as well. Back problems, shoulders, Diabetes, Heart disease, and other things.
SO I am not looking forward to the next 30 years if my parents are any indication.
So year. Happy H-Day to me on the Monday last.
What will the new year hold for me. Anybody's guess, but with the things wrong with my parents. Alot of pain for sure.
blah.
Getting old sucks the big one.
Oh Yah. Only 3 people remembered my H-Day. I don't include my brothers and mom and dad. Cause each year they always give me bad news. Now you see why I don't like it.
Emo done. Like anyones gonna see this anyway......
Don't know you that well but would have said happy hday if I did. Hope the year turns out better than it looks
It must suck having to live like that
I survived it. I tried to forgive, but every time I tried I got shot down, and yelled at. So for 14 years I had nothing much to do with my family. Cause of the crap.
Sorry again...
*hugs*