Cole, you have been with me for so long and even thinking of life without you makes me sick to my stomach.....I was so wrong for what I did and a part of me wished you would have just let me suffer that night for what id done....But you stayed by my side the entire time and wouldn't let me go, I was at my weakest point and I just wanted to let go but you wouldn't let me, you wouldn't let me go for a second and your love is the only reason I'm still here now. You such a wonderful person and you don't give yourself enough credit so I will instead. You have a huge heart and amazing personality. just seeing your face makes me smile. A second without you is pure agony I want to make you happy I want to be your all....I want to be your forever.... I love you so much you are my reason to stay <3