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What's new with me: the love addition
12 years ago
Hey all
No doubt you've all noticed my lack of posts and artings. I apologise for that. I had hoped to slapped together more stuff for everyone watching.
Lately I've been concentrating on my own little business with a friend. It's frustrating and people don't seem to want to give concrete answers about anything financial or business wise. Needless to say I've felt rather despondent with the entire affair. But I'm not giving up. I just don't give up on anything.
I am also starting with a large 100 page comic book at the end of the year. It's my first full on book, illustrated and written by me, with an intro chapter written by my friend
( the same friend I'm doing the whole business dealio).
So I'm excited to start on that. I'll be posting prelim work, probably in the scraps section of my gallery.
And finally...the single worst thing that has happened to me, lately. My girlfriend of almost 2years broke up with me. For the most part she felt that she really wasn't ready for how serious we were getting. We had a long, long chat about it and well, I can't and don't want to blame her.
The surprising thing is how well I'm taking it..yes, I'm broken up about it, but it doesn't feel like I'm dying inside every second of the day. So I guess that's a small consolation. I could wax tragic poetic about how this always happens to me and yadda yadda but I feel like I need to change that 'hard on myself' attitude. As a friend said, "I should just have fun and not beat myself up" so I'm going to try to do that.
She says maybe we could try again, that would be great, but I am not going to hold out for a maybe. Life is filled with many maybes and possibilities, us together again is one of them and that's cool. But for now? I'm taking a long vacation from women and love, I've been on a massive 5 year love rollercoaster where all I've been doing is searching for my 'Mrs Mosby'.
I'm going to be selfish and think about me and how I can be happy as an individual. Which is something you neglect when you're searching for love. You tend to strengthen your selflessness in the ultimate quest and end up losing a large part of yourself. And if you've lost a part of yourself how can you love anyone fully?
At any rate this is what's new with me. So hold thumbs for me as I make my way through the pain.
Thanks :)
No doubt you've all noticed my lack of posts and artings. I apologise for that. I had hoped to slapped together more stuff for everyone watching.
Lately I've been concentrating on my own little business with a friend. It's frustrating and people don't seem to want to give concrete answers about anything financial or business wise. Needless to say I've felt rather despondent with the entire affair. But I'm not giving up. I just don't give up on anything.
I am also starting with a large 100 page comic book at the end of the year. It's my first full on book, illustrated and written by me, with an intro chapter written by my friend
( the same friend I'm doing the whole business dealio).So I'm excited to start on that. I'll be posting prelim work, probably in the scraps section of my gallery.
And finally...the single worst thing that has happened to me, lately. My girlfriend of almost 2years broke up with me. For the most part she felt that she really wasn't ready for how serious we were getting. We had a long, long chat about it and well, I can't and don't want to blame her.
The surprising thing is how well I'm taking it..yes, I'm broken up about it, but it doesn't feel like I'm dying inside every second of the day. So I guess that's a small consolation. I could wax tragic poetic about how this always happens to me and yadda yadda but I feel like I need to change that 'hard on myself' attitude. As a friend said, "I should just have fun and not beat myself up" so I'm going to try to do that.
She says maybe we could try again, that would be great, but I am not going to hold out for a maybe. Life is filled with many maybes and possibilities, us together again is one of them and that's cool. But for now? I'm taking a long vacation from women and love, I've been on a massive 5 year love rollercoaster where all I've been doing is searching for my 'Mrs Mosby'.
I'm going to be selfish and think about me and how I can be happy as an individual. Which is something you neglect when you're searching for love. You tend to strengthen your selflessness in the ultimate quest and end up losing a large part of yourself. And if you've lost a part of yourself how can you love anyone fully?
At any rate this is what's new with me. So hold thumbs for me as I make my way through the pain.
Thanks :)
but it happens to alot of people.
I'm still rooting for you. <:3
Heh, what much more can I say, but that I wish Mr. Mosby the best of luck --:=)
But yeah, I can finally just sit on the beach, grow a beard and wear ugly hawaiian shirts and not give a rats ass. Haha
Thanks for the luck wishes.:)
It does hurt this is true. But I looked forward to the future and what it holds in store for me.
But I have my waves of unrestrained rage and constant questions, despite knowing all the answers already.
I think I have to throw a few tantrums before I really get through it. Lol.
But seriously thank you :) I await the sunshine.