Forgive Me for the Silence but...
9 years ago
I just need to get this out there.
Things have been good. I have been..content. Everything seemed to gave moved in it's usual way. Well, usual for me that is. I've worked hard, tried my best to be there for people and friends. Sometimes you lose touch or you just don't try hard enough, I dont know. Life just moves on.
I'm kind of rambling here. Then what else can i do.
I went out with a friend, a girl who i like very much. Things are complicated (as usual) and we had a good time.
We picked up her sister from work, and arriving home i discovered that out laptops and her camera was stolen. To say we are in disarray is an understatement.
We sat almost comatose for half an hour. Realising that we weren't just robbed of our things, but of our dignity, our safety, my work, my art, her camera, her new life .
See she dropped out of college after dipising her choosen field and being made to finish said course by her mother. She found her true calling in photography. And she has taken to it like a fish to water. For her this camera was a new beginning. A symbol of her life finally getting on track. And now?
That was taken.
I'm not really writing this for sympathy.
I'm just..i need to put this all out into the ether. My patreon work is gone..my work files are gone. I have yet to let all those who commissioned me know about this..urgh this fucking intrusion...its utterly maddening. And it breaks my spirit. This is truly the first time i wish pure black hate on someone...
Things have been good. I have been..content. Everything seemed to gave moved in it's usual way. Well, usual for me that is. I've worked hard, tried my best to be there for people and friends. Sometimes you lose touch or you just don't try hard enough, I dont know. Life just moves on.
I'm kind of rambling here. Then what else can i do.
I went out with a friend, a girl who i like very much. Things are complicated (as usual) and we had a good time.
We picked up her sister from work, and arriving home i discovered that out laptops and her camera was stolen. To say we are in disarray is an understatement.
We sat almost comatose for half an hour. Realising that we weren't just robbed of our things, but of our dignity, our safety, my work, my art, her camera, her new life .
See she dropped out of college after dipising her choosen field and being made to finish said course by her mother. She found her true calling in photography. And she has taken to it like a fish to water. For her this camera was a new beginning. A symbol of her life finally getting on track. And now?
That was taken.
I'm not really writing this for sympathy.
I'm just..i need to put this all out into the ether. My patreon work is gone..my work files are gone. I have yet to let all those who commissioned me know about this..urgh this fucking intrusion...its utterly maddening. And it breaks my spirit. This is truly the first time i wish pure black hate on someone...
FA+

luckily i can retrieve all the stuff i have emailed to friends via my sent outbox. But i so appreciate your patience.
I am in the process of gettin a new laptop and reinstall my work programs, because life doesnt stop just because stupid cockgobblers steal your shit.
Indeed, that's handy...though I'll send you it anyways, since I feel like it. And yes, burglary isn't something anyone can control, so patience is what I need for this situation, not like I can just send you a new laptop for free or anything.
Glad to hear it :D don't let this big, fat, weasely, raggedy, rat suit eating, newborn, business insecure motherfucker stop you! THE ART CANNOT BE STOPPED!
We all got sleep, and are feeling so much better. We are still angry and feel violated but we all are dealing with it.
but we have to move forward.
I'm sorry your intrusion came at the hands of someone who was close to you.
T'ldr, My condolences for your predicament, Fuck the People who stole Your belongings. and I hope that You can recover everything that you lost and that Justice will come the the robbers.
They mean alot to me and my friends i also hope the fuckers get everythin theydeserve.
And as for justice? The police haven't even showed up yet. The incident happened well over 12 hours ago. And after 3 phone calls no one showed up. So nope. They did the crime because they can get away with it.