Little bit of a set back... taking commissions
12 years ago
***UPDATE #2***
So just wanted to update this a bit. I have seen the Gastroenterologist, they claim there is nothing to be done because all the test say its clearly not my gallbladder and more then likely Irritable bowel syndrome and or in my head... but they can't really say for sure whats causing the pain or know whats causing the pain. I was told I need to go on a low fat diet... I don't know how much lower in fat I can get my diet seeing as all I eat is wheat thins, jello, pop tarts, frozen peaches, rice, and low fat soup... if I so much as stray from this I get pain on my side, sick to my stomach and dizzy. I really don't like this doctor or his office at all.. the last time i went to him he said the same thing to me and it turned out I had a large number of ovarian cysts on my right ovary, a few of them popped at the same time and some of them where pulling on scaring and making the pain worse. I was told I'll never find anyone who would take the gallbladder out of a women whom is as young as I am with all the test are negative. This doctor didn't even want to hear about my family history... Doesn't matter that my grandmother and grandfather on my mothers side both had to have there gallbladders removed.. nor does it matter that my mother had hers removed... and lets forget my two sisters both had theirs removed as well... oh and lets just forget that both my sisters showed negative in all there testing right up till they had exploratory surgery... and it was found out that once they removed the gallbladder that the oldest had a gallbladder that was so fat you couldn't see through it with ultrasound and she had quite a few gallstones in the gallbladder. The younger one had a gallbladder that was so fat you couldn't see through it with ultrasound ether but she had sludge in her's. They where told after they had there gallbladders out that they had acute cholecystitis... which is inflammation of the gallbladder and it can be hard to diagnose at times.
So After all that the other day... I am going to see a surgeon on the 30th.. and not just any surgeon.. but the one that took my older sisters gallbladder out to see he would be more apt to do exploratory surgery on me and maybe even remove my gallbladder.
I Also finally got the paper work for not only New York State Disability but my L.O.A time paper work came in as well.. which f.y.i... they didn't send all the paper work for the L.O.A time.. all in one letter... and the paper work i really needed to fill out wasn't in the first letter.. and they wanted that paper work filled out by a doctor and sent in by no later then the day after i got the paper work... which was a Saturday... So yeah.. I am going to get a doctor on a Sunday to fill paper work out and send it out in the mail.. on a Sunday. Oh and I was told by my HR and healthcare provider that there would be paper work in the booklet that I had yet to get for New York State Disability.. and they couldn't just give me a number to call to get started on that. Well after getting the missing paperwork emailed to me.. turns out no paperwork but a number... the same number as my healthcare provider... and I have no idea why one of them couldn't of just transfer me in the fist place to the disability call center...
After getting that paper work filled out which was a fucking joke in of it self... I went to go fax the info at my place of work because I be la broke and afford faxing seven pages of paper at officemax when its like $3 a page and all i have left of my money is $3 till I get my first disability check. Faxing out the disability paper work wasn't to hard... thou I think they got like three to four copies because I don't know how to use work's fax. The paper work for the L.O.A time was some what harder.. first the number they gave me was wrong then... all i was getting was a busy message.. I cal my HR back and they said it could take any where from an hour to three hours to get a fax in because they only have one fax number and to keep trying. At that point i am really happy I didn't go to officemax.. be my luck that i would be charged for trying to resend the papers because the line was busy.. any ways i told the women on the phone I don't have time to sit in the back room of my work trying to fax papers out when I am in pain and should be home resting. Finally got the email address for HR and was told to send the papers as a pdf file to them. That's alright no problem.. I can do that... but wouldn't you know... my scanner/printer can not find the computer.. and wont talk to the computer with out having the computer talk to it first. I spent like an hour trying to get the stupid paper work scanned.. and then I had to find a program to combined the three .pdf pages together. This past week has just been a really fucking joke.
Anyways, I still have a copy Payday the heist on steam for $10 now.. that's half off of what steam wants for the game. this copy hasn't been downloaded nor installed on Steam as of yet and can be sent to anyone after payment is received and a friend request is sent so I can send it as a gift. (Left 4 Dead 2 has already been sold)
I am also still open for commission, and at this moment I am willing to draw porn for money. So if your interested please send me a note or an email at Morobutt[at]gmail.com Just make sure you "commission as a subject title.
***UPDATE 1***
So I got the test results back on the Hida scan, that came back as nothing is wrong ether. I was also finally given something fro the pain... tylenol with codeine.. which just takes the edge off of the pain at the moment. I use to fall a sleep from it but I am slowly starting to stay awake with it. I have an appointment with an Gastroenterologist in two days to see if maybe exploratory surgery maybe needed to find out what is going on and what is causing the pain. I am off of work on medial leave of absence at the moment because I can not manage the pain I am in... I cant eat much of anything that has high fat content and or high protein content in them. I also cant do much lifting or bending over without being put in to a lot of pain. and as such can not do my job... At most I am well enough to go out shopping for at the most three to four hours if I use the little power carts... if I don't use the carts I am only able to be out and about for around an hour at most now.
Honesty I really just want to get better and get back to work... been off of work now for three weeks now and I am going crazy... because I cant really do much of anything but sit and watch tv, draw or play video games... I can hardly even play with my dog Baine... who so badly wants to play with me but I cant because of the pain.
I am trying to get New York State Disability to try and help make up for the lack of a paycheck at the moment.. so far no papers have been sent out to be filled out by my doctor. so I am still going to be doing commissions till I can at lest get the New York State Disability coming in.
I also have a copy of Left 4 dead 2 and Payday the heist that hasn't been downloaded nor installed on Steam I am welling to sell if need be to make quick money.
Well my move across the county has sadly been put on hold for a while... turns out I am sicker then I thought I was. Three weeks ago I stated to have really bad pain in my left side under my rib cage. At first it floored me and felt like someone took a burning red hot poker and stuck it through my rib cage from the back to the front. I stumbled through my house trying to get help and ended up just curling up in a ball at the foot of the stairs in the living room crying while i waited for someone to find me.
Thankfully I didn't sit for long and my father found me. He took me to the doctor and it looks like my gallbladder needs to come out. I have a long family history of gallbladder disease. My mothers mother and father had theirs removed as well as my mother and mt two sisters. I am the only women in my family that has yet to have it removed.
So far the test have came back as nothing is wrong... which doesn't shock me seeing as both my sisters had the same problem because there gallbladders where to thick to see through on the ultrasound.
I had a Hida scan on Friday witch is like a gallbladder function test I am waiting for the test results for that at the moment.
For the time being I'll be taking a few commissions.. for prices and types you can find that here, You can note me on here or email me at Morobutt[at]gmail.com with questions about commissions or asking for one.
May also be doing a few 'Your character here' auctions which is a pre-made pose commission for sale.. will be looking over so wips of personal art and warm up sketches that didn't didn't go any where for these.
So just wanted to update this a bit. I have seen the Gastroenterologist, they claim there is nothing to be done because all the test say its clearly not my gallbladder and more then likely Irritable bowel syndrome and or in my head... but they can't really say for sure whats causing the pain or know whats causing the pain. I was told I need to go on a low fat diet... I don't know how much lower in fat I can get my diet seeing as all I eat is wheat thins, jello, pop tarts, frozen peaches, rice, and low fat soup... if I so much as stray from this I get pain on my side, sick to my stomach and dizzy. I really don't like this doctor or his office at all.. the last time i went to him he said the same thing to me and it turned out I had a large number of ovarian cysts on my right ovary, a few of them popped at the same time and some of them where pulling on scaring and making the pain worse. I was told I'll never find anyone who would take the gallbladder out of a women whom is as young as I am with all the test are negative. This doctor didn't even want to hear about my family history... Doesn't matter that my grandmother and grandfather on my mothers side both had to have there gallbladders removed.. nor does it matter that my mother had hers removed... and lets forget my two sisters both had theirs removed as well... oh and lets just forget that both my sisters showed negative in all there testing right up till they had exploratory surgery... and it was found out that once they removed the gallbladder that the oldest had a gallbladder that was so fat you couldn't see through it with ultrasound and she had quite a few gallstones in the gallbladder. The younger one had a gallbladder that was so fat you couldn't see through it with ultrasound ether but she had sludge in her's. They where told after they had there gallbladders out that they had acute cholecystitis... which is inflammation of the gallbladder and it can be hard to diagnose at times.
So After all that the other day... I am going to see a surgeon on the 30th.. and not just any surgeon.. but the one that took my older sisters gallbladder out to see he would be more apt to do exploratory surgery on me and maybe even remove my gallbladder.
I Also finally got the paper work for not only New York State Disability but my L.O.A time paper work came in as well.. which f.y.i... they didn't send all the paper work for the L.O.A time.. all in one letter... and the paper work i really needed to fill out wasn't in the first letter.. and they wanted that paper work filled out by a doctor and sent in by no later then the day after i got the paper work... which was a Saturday... So yeah.. I am going to get a doctor on a Sunday to fill paper work out and send it out in the mail.. on a Sunday. Oh and I was told by my HR and healthcare provider that there would be paper work in the booklet that I had yet to get for New York State Disability.. and they couldn't just give me a number to call to get started on that. Well after getting the missing paperwork emailed to me.. turns out no paperwork but a number... the same number as my healthcare provider... and I have no idea why one of them couldn't of just transfer me in the fist place to the disability call center...
After getting that paper work filled out which was a fucking joke in of it self... I went to go fax the info at my place of work because I be la broke and afford faxing seven pages of paper at officemax when its like $3 a page and all i have left of my money is $3 till I get my first disability check. Faxing out the disability paper work wasn't to hard... thou I think they got like three to four copies because I don't know how to use work's fax. The paper work for the L.O.A time was some what harder.. first the number they gave me was wrong then... all i was getting was a busy message.. I cal my HR back and they said it could take any where from an hour to three hours to get a fax in because they only have one fax number and to keep trying. At that point i am really happy I didn't go to officemax.. be my luck that i would be charged for trying to resend the papers because the line was busy.. any ways i told the women on the phone I don't have time to sit in the back room of my work trying to fax papers out when I am in pain and should be home resting. Finally got the email address for HR and was told to send the papers as a pdf file to them. That's alright no problem.. I can do that... but wouldn't you know... my scanner/printer can not find the computer.. and wont talk to the computer with out having the computer talk to it first. I spent like an hour trying to get the stupid paper work scanned.. and then I had to find a program to combined the three .pdf pages together. This past week has just been a really fucking joke.
Anyways, I still have a copy Payday the heist on steam for $10 now.. that's half off of what steam wants for the game. this copy hasn't been downloaded nor installed on Steam as of yet and can be sent to anyone after payment is received and a friend request is sent so I can send it as a gift. (Left 4 Dead 2 has already been sold)
I am also still open for commission, and at this moment I am willing to draw porn for money. So if your interested please send me a note or an email at Morobutt[at]gmail.com Just make sure you "commission as a subject title.
***UPDATE 1***
So I got the test results back on the Hida scan, that came back as nothing is wrong ether. I was also finally given something fro the pain... tylenol with codeine.. which just takes the edge off of the pain at the moment. I use to fall a sleep from it but I am slowly starting to stay awake with it. I have an appointment with an Gastroenterologist in two days to see if maybe exploratory surgery maybe needed to find out what is going on and what is causing the pain. I am off of work on medial leave of absence at the moment because I can not manage the pain I am in... I cant eat much of anything that has high fat content and or high protein content in them. I also cant do much lifting or bending over without being put in to a lot of pain. and as such can not do my job... At most I am well enough to go out shopping for at the most three to four hours if I use the little power carts... if I don't use the carts I am only able to be out and about for around an hour at most now.
Honesty I really just want to get better and get back to work... been off of work now for three weeks now and I am going crazy... because I cant really do much of anything but sit and watch tv, draw or play video games... I can hardly even play with my dog Baine... who so badly wants to play with me but I cant because of the pain.
I am trying to get New York State Disability to try and help make up for the lack of a paycheck at the moment.. so far no papers have been sent out to be filled out by my doctor. so I am still going to be doing commissions till I can at lest get the New York State Disability coming in.
I also have a copy of Left 4 dead 2 and Payday the heist that hasn't been downloaded nor installed on Steam I am welling to sell if need be to make quick money.
Well my move across the county has sadly been put on hold for a while... turns out I am sicker then I thought I was. Three weeks ago I stated to have really bad pain in my left side under my rib cage. At first it floored me and felt like someone took a burning red hot poker and stuck it through my rib cage from the back to the front. I stumbled through my house trying to get help and ended up just curling up in a ball at the foot of the stairs in the living room crying while i waited for someone to find me.
Thankfully I didn't sit for long and my father found me. He took me to the doctor and it looks like my gallbladder needs to come out. I have a long family history of gallbladder disease. My mothers mother and father had theirs removed as well as my mother and mt two sisters. I am the only women in my family that has yet to have it removed.
So far the test have came back as nothing is wrong... which doesn't shock me seeing as both my sisters had the same problem because there gallbladders where to thick to see through on the ultrasound.
I had a Hida scan on Friday witch is like a gallbladder function test I am waiting for the test results for that at the moment.
For the time being I'll be taking a few commissions.. for prices and types you can find that here, You can note me on here or email me at Morobutt[at]gmail.com with questions about commissions or asking for one.
May also be doing a few 'Your character here' auctions which is a pre-made pose commission for sale.. will be looking over so wips of personal art and warm up sketches that didn't didn't go any where for these.