Man that's deep and i know how it feels to have your heart ripped out of your chest thrown on the ground spit on laughed at and shattered by the one you thought was your closest friend and lover:'( it brings me back to the days I started trying to get really close to my guy friends and girl friends and then try to ask them out and they shoot you down and then leave you in the dark for dead. I believe my life before now can be narrated by the song "the waiting one by all that remains" I've been so close to killing myself I've seen death reaching his hand out to finish the job for me on 6 occasions but I always had the feeling that to die now would be a waste. So no giving up push on until you die of natural cause. I know I don't know you in person but I would still cry if I knew you died ok. Hold your tail high but your head higher you've got so much to live for just believe and you will see:)

Meh, sometimes I just think that it would be a lot better if I put an end to my life, this pain I've been feeling would finally disappear, I don't know why I insist on breathing, I don't see a light in the end of the tunnel for me, when I saw one it was a train comming on my way, but thanks for your words anyway ^^

Awww come on sweety we fight together and togehter we can win against this sadnees :"( *snugs tight*

hey man, we all live with the pains of life. One of my favorite lines from the song survive by rise against is "we've all been sorry, we've all been hurt, but how we survive is what makes us who we are". and my favorite quote from wolfs rain "lifes not about waiting for the storm to pass, its learning to dance in the rain." So from both of these quotes we can see that yes life sucks and ive felt the urge to lay down on a busy highway and watch as the cars rolled over me, but I didn't because life is also a beautiful thing, though you may not see it now you have sooooo much to live for and look forward to. if I could I would come to the town you live and I would comfort you and give you the hug and care you truelly need and diserve. *smiles and holds your paw in mine and holds you close and tight* please don't kill yourself no one likes suffering but the burden can be shared if you just talk to me or anyone. ive been fighting with my parents ever since I announced I was gay and have a boyfriend and they all out hate me, and im living in a house that doesn't accept me for me and doesn't want me here. I have the constant threat of getting kicked out and having everything I own taken from me. I even tried to get a few of my buddies to help convince my parents that I committed suicide and fake my own death to see if anyone would actually morn for me. but yet I push on without looking back or showing emotion at home and they don't even realize they've killed me. so youre not alone man so pick yourself up dust yourself off and carry on.^^*holding my paw out for you to take* im here for you

The problem is that you can't, nobody can, not even the furries that live on my country nor the one furry that lives here in my city, they don't care, nobody does, they say I'm just being dramatic and that I should stop doing that or everyone would get away from me, and this is what's been happening. Besides some furries I've met through here, I don't have any friends, at least not irl. And there's also my heart that's been broken by that son of a... *Sigh* I learned yesterday that he's dating, he doesn't even care that he destroyed my life and that I almost killed myself twice for him... You've been feeling better despite everything that's been happening to you because you have friends and a boyfriend, if I had one of those I wouldn't be half as sad as I am today : /

*sighs and sits down with you* the only reason that I have my boyfriend is because one of my used to be close best friends betrayed him and started trying to get with me and I was the one to keep my boyfriend from committing suicide. and there was an entire week that my friend turned against me threatened me with a knife and even started trying to turn me against my boyfriend. but out of the smoke and sorrow I still have my boyfriend now because I told him everything that happened and kept him going through it despite his parents getting a divorce. But after a month my parents found out that I was dating a guy and told me that I had a choice break it off with him or get kicked out of the house with nothing more than my bag of clothes and anything I bought personally. and you know what they made me do I had to call my bf and over the phone in front of my parents say I cant talk to you anymore and im breaking up with you and he knew I was crying and I knew he was which broke every fiber to move on in my body, and then I got on Skype immediately after and told him what was going on and me and him have been together through all of my parents threats and me living in a house that doesn't accept me for me. there was a few times that I hung a noose in my room put it around my neck and tried to commit suicide, but the rope would break from the sealing while causing severe pain and coughing up blood. ive swallowed pills too but threw them up as soon as I swallowed. so ive been at the edge but someone or something wants me to live on. life gets better it may not seem it right now but it does. *hugs you tightly and kisses your cheek* my bf said I can have other mates just got to acknowledge him as my bf, and its more companionship than mate what do you say

No you don't need to be my mate, and also I want someone that can actually come and see me irl, I need friends too, I'm tired of being alone... I'm sorry to know all of that, but I think the same would happen to me if my parents find out that I'm gay *sigh* They already don't love me anymore, so they wouldn't think twice before kicking me out

If I could I'd buy a plane ticket for you to come up here but I don't have the money to even get down to see my bf,*sighs* all I'm saying is that there's light at the end of your tunnel though it may feel like the tunnel drags on forever and the space getting smaller and smaller but I've been in your shoes I made it through the worst parts of my life, I can't say unscathed but I'm alive. It is always the journey to the battle that makes a warrior stronger the battle is only the test of physical and mental strength, while journey involves strength of body and mind and the strength to persevere is much stronger than brute strength.