Yep, it's on October 15th... The problem is that I'm not in the mood for it right now, I've been facing "dark" times irl, my heart is broken, my family hates me, I have no friends irl, the usual. So I just came here to ask you guys a favor: Please do not say "Happy b-day" to me or anything, I want it to be a day like any other, after all I wish I wasn't alive anymore so I wouldn't be going through all this pain and stuff right now... I might get better 'til next year maybe. 2012 and 2013 were and are being terrible years for me, everything is going wrong on my life and I just need to get ahold of it... It may sound like I'm addicted to sadness because all of my journal entries until now are sad, but I really hate being sad all the time, even though I pretend that everything is okay with me, like, I smile and laugh, try to forget, some of you might not even notice that I'm sad, maybe I'm the most sarcastic being in the whole world, I dunno XD Well this is all, thanks for reading anyways and sorry to bother you with another sad journal entry >.>" Paw kisses for y'all