anxiety/updates-life
12 years ago
[b] Trades~
Spirit: Boxed up saving money on shipment
Armagare: Hold.
Spirit: Boxed up saving money on shipment
Armagare: Hold.
Recently these past few weeks I have been having terrible anxiety attacks in school, and home too. Mostly it leads to making feel extremely ill...I get terrible stomach aches, headaches, weakness, and a feeling of being extremely limp.
Keeping myself in line is a EXTREMELY hard thing to do, even if I can distract myself for a little while with things I enjoy doing- I still end up having horrible thoughts in the back of my head which triggers a lot of my stress, and depression issues.
I have broke down crying about 3-4 times in my classroom without a proper explanation for what I was really upset about.
Though I might seem a little too young to suffer this some may think? No. I honestly know people younger than me can go through horrible stress, and it can be a lot more extreme than my own. Mine to myself is hard enough for me as it is.
I can't imagine suffering anything more worse.
When I'm outside of school, and work I seem to feel a little more better.
I am in a better mood, no pain, or tiredness. School itself is already becoming a pain in my arse--- we still have like 3 Quarters to go through, ugh.
I'm going to try to pull through, hopefully get stuff done at home/school
(trades commissions ect..) I just been overwhelmed by the stress a lot of the students give me, including the god awful due dates for school work.
Keeping myself in line is a EXTREMELY hard thing to do, even if I can distract myself for a little while with things I enjoy doing- I still end up having horrible thoughts in the back of my head which triggers a lot of my stress, and depression issues.
I have broke down crying about 3-4 times in my classroom without a proper explanation for what I was really upset about.
Though I might seem a little too young to suffer this some may think? No. I honestly know people younger than me can go through horrible stress, and it can be a lot more extreme than my own. Mine to myself is hard enough for me as it is.
I can't imagine suffering anything more worse.
When I'm outside of school, and work I seem to feel a little more better.
I am in a better mood, no pain, or tiredness. School itself is already becoming a pain in my arse--- we still have like 3 Quarters to go through, ugh.
I'm going to try to pull through, hopefully get stuff done at home/school
(trades commissions ect..) I just been overwhelmed by the stress a lot of the students give me, including the god awful due dates for school work.

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You keep doing your best ma'am, all the best to you.