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Meh
12 years ago
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Fighting the nasty black rain cloud of depression right now, so I have little I want to do except eat and sleep. This is what happens when a bad Koakai is stupid and does not take his meds. Of course I want to wean myself off them, but with the way life has been in the past bit... meh. Not likely to happen.
Loosing my dad. Not working. Gaining weight again because I am not doing those 15000 steps a day I was doing as a part of work.
Cuddling my nephews and knowing that I will never have kids. :(
It all just adds up for a sad little raven, who is even writing this knowing that no one here really gives a big shit either, but it helps to just vent once in a while.
On dear god, I am -not- looking forward to the next couple of months. As a seasonal affective disorder sufferer, this is not going to be a pleasant winter.
Meh.
If anyone needs me I shall be curled up in my bed sucking my thumb. (never ever could break that habit)
Loosing my dad. Not working. Gaining weight again because I am not doing those 15000 steps a day I was doing as a part of work.
Cuddling my nephews and knowing that I will never have kids. :(
It all just adds up for a sad little raven, who is even writing this knowing that no one here really gives a big shit either, but it helps to just vent once in a while.
On dear god, I am -not- looking forward to the next couple of months. As a seasonal affective disorder sufferer, this is not going to be a pleasant winter.
Meh.
If anyone needs me I shall be curled up in my bed sucking my thumb. (never ever could break that habit)
