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Today I learned...
12 years ago
That if you have a insane religiousy extremist group to talk about, do not adress them by name, nor by anything that they associate with very well, if you know the given webpage has lots of them, and also has your mother in it, my RL mother in thiy case -not Julliette-
Now I was threatened to be undressed of the internet because I was commenting about them, and while I agree that I used inapporiate words, the father in said post TRULY had the same relationship with anything sexual, including custom haircuts of woman pussy fur, as said group HATES anything sexual to the point of taking extreme, controversial action, wich isnt necesarily killing, but as my mother, in her neurotic ways, did earlier this year, MADE ME DESTROY MY OWN DRAWINGS, because of nudity and sex, wich fuels my fucking hatred towards said group, because it is them who see temptation in everything, and see sexual freedom an inapporiate thing that they would illegalize.
My mother hopes to have taught me to forget that damn group, BUT SHE KEEPS PREACHING AND PREACHING INTO THE CURSED PHONE, fueling my emotions towards the group further with actually nonsense info, like telling my sister she's making her cat a god, or my little sister should not roam with worldly kids who she thinks are going to tempt her to sins and shit.... THEY ARE HER VERY OWN CLASSMATES, WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM MARGARET?
I have no reason to forget them because I'm surrounded by them! SHE MAKES ME HEAR EVERYTHING, literally EVERYTHING she told to her other children and 50% of that STUFF IS ABOUT THAT GROUP and its FAITH-BELIEF-Things!!! 80% are utter bullshit, the rest are conservative morals a MODERN PERSON has nothing to do, and I mean, NOTHING to do!!!
And let me see how hateful I am towards them, contrary to the hate I made towards the world BEFORE 2010.... Well, SHE complains about catholics, judges buddhists, criticizes other people's lives, and now she told me SHE divorced my father so she can live outside hatred... MY ASS, SHE IS MORE FULL OF FREAKING HATRED THAN I AM! ABOUT SHIT THAT IS NOT HER FUCKING BUSINESS? And some people wonder why I made Julliette the way she is? BECAUSE I WANT A MOTHER THAT ISNT A HYPOCRITE LIKE MY RL ONE!!!! Seriously, this is bullshit, I have to get out of here, and theres still NOT A FREAKING WAY out of here, why? I was so hoping that she would release me one day as she told that woman in the train... Since then all I hear about my future is how SHE's going to take care of me, how I will live in a little house IN HER YARD....
So is there a way to forget the group? Lets see:
- Cant stay, I have to listen to all preachings she does about any non-groupie kids that happen to be my little sister's CLASSMATES, that keeping a pet and loving it EQUALS pagan style IDOLIZATION, and ALL crap that I cannot even CONFIRM!!! I also had the mistake to once JOIN that group and I HAD TO KEEP MYSELF SHUT, AFRAID TO SAY I'M NOT GOING ANYMORE!!!
- Cant go anywhere, and that would be my best way to forget that FREAKING GROUP, to be as far away from them as possible! And as it seems, I AM CHAINED HERE!!! seriously, was that even needed?
And if my "autism" is really going downwards: Thats because I AM OVERBURDENED AND FUCKING DRIVEN NUTS BY HAVING TO LISTEN TO HER PREACHINGS AND SHIT!!!! And also, every time she comes to me to drama over PORN AND SEX AND SHIT, wich happened MORE TIMES... First, she made me into drama over the fucking masturbation, then she threatened to take the net away because of my love for PORN, then this year, the FUCKING DRAWINGS I MADE, WERE THE REASON THAT MY NEUROTIC RL MOTHER WAS BITCHING ME TO DESTROY MY BELOVED PORN DRAWINGS.
And she wonders why I am neurotic and frustrated, or as she says: AUTISTIC? ITS HER! HER FAULT! My hatred towards the group is nothing but the symptom of what SHE YELLS AT ME!!!
Now I was threatened to be undressed of the internet because I was commenting about them, and while I agree that I used inapporiate words, the father in said post TRULY had the same relationship with anything sexual, including custom haircuts of woman pussy fur, as said group HATES anything sexual to the point of taking extreme, controversial action, wich isnt necesarily killing, but as my mother, in her neurotic ways, did earlier this year, MADE ME DESTROY MY OWN DRAWINGS, because of nudity and sex, wich fuels my fucking hatred towards said group, because it is them who see temptation in everything, and see sexual freedom an inapporiate thing that they would illegalize.
My mother hopes to have taught me to forget that damn group, BUT SHE KEEPS PREACHING AND PREACHING INTO THE CURSED PHONE, fueling my emotions towards the group further with actually nonsense info, like telling my sister she's making her cat a god, or my little sister should not roam with worldly kids who she thinks are going to tempt her to sins and shit.... THEY ARE HER VERY OWN CLASSMATES, WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM MARGARET?
I have no reason to forget them because I'm surrounded by them! SHE MAKES ME HEAR EVERYTHING, literally EVERYTHING she told to her other children and 50% of that STUFF IS ABOUT THAT GROUP and its FAITH-BELIEF-Things!!! 80% are utter bullshit, the rest are conservative morals a MODERN PERSON has nothing to do, and I mean, NOTHING to do!!!
And let me see how hateful I am towards them, contrary to the hate I made towards the world BEFORE 2010.... Well, SHE complains about catholics, judges buddhists, criticizes other people's lives, and now she told me SHE divorced my father so she can live outside hatred... MY ASS, SHE IS MORE FULL OF FREAKING HATRED THAN I AM! ABOUT SHIT THAT IS NOT HER FUCKING BUSINESS? And some people wonder why I made Julliette the way she is? BECAUSE I WANT A MOTHER THAT ISNT A HYPOCRITE LIKE MY RL ONE!!!! Seriously, this is bullshit, I have to get out of here, and theres still NOT A FREAKING WAY out of here, why? I was so hoping that she would release me one day as she told that woman in the train... Since then all I hear about my future is how SHE's going to take care of me, how I will live in a little house IN HER YARD....
So is there a way to forget the group? Lets see:
- Cant stay, I have to listen to all preachings she does about any non-groupie kids that happen to be my little sister's CLASSMATES, that keeping a pet and loving it EQUALS pagan style IDOLIZATION, and ALL crap that I cannot even CONFIRM!!! I also had the mistake to once JOIN that group and I HAD TO KEEP MYSELF SHUT, AFRAID TO SAY I'M NOT GOING ANYMORE!!!
- Cant go anywhere, and that would be my best way to forget that FREAKING GROUP, to be as far away from them as possible! And as it seems, I AM CHAINED HERE!!! seriously, was that even needed?
And if my "autism" is really going downwards: Thats because I AM OVERBURDENED AND FUCKING DRIVEN NUTS BY HAVING TO LISTEN TO HER PREACHINGS AND SHIT!!!! And also, every time she comes to me to drama over PORN AND SEX AND SHIT, wich happened MORE TIMES... First, she made me into drama over the fucking masturbation, then she threatened to take the net away because of my love for PORN, then this year, the FUCKING DRAWINGS I MADE, WERE THE REASON THAT MY NEUROTIC RL MOTHER WAS BITCHING ME TO DESTROY MY BELOVED PORN DRAWINGS.
And she wonders why I am neurotic and frustrated, or as she says: AUTISTIC? ITS HER! HER FAULT! My hatred towards the group is nothing but the symptom of what SHE YELLS AT ME!!!
But cant risk the friends I have now.