Today has been a good albeit bad at moments day..

I think I baked around 6 dozen organic Liver and Chedder dog biscuits for my dogs and let me tell you this...they better fuckin' love mommy whose pmsing and was fighting down wave after wave of naseau to puree...liver.

Oh god. I never want to see liver again. *shudders* Or smell it...I think I have a new archenemy.

Treats were a smashing success though, will post pics tomorrow.

A new/old friend I ran into Monday randomly stopped by on his way from picking up a rental car tonight. Good times were had though a few awkward moments at dinner. I actually ate-a bit today! I feel really sick now though..erk. Why did toasted almond tira misu have to call to me..Why did said friend order rolled eggplant and riccotta...Gah. Tricks to make me gain weight!

He also said it was cute to see me curled up in a closet sitting among shoes talking on the phone when he woke up from his nap on my couch.. >.> I talk to people in weird places that make me feel comfy and safe...closet being one of them.

Also, i'm trying to remember I'm pmsing and sometimes friends can say things that hurt one another without meaning to (wording people, always remember that words can cut deep..) but that doesn't make them any less of a friend. It doesn't take the bittersweet edge away but have to keep repeating the mantra in my head. It just stings because I was hoping for recognition or some sign they were proud of me and I felt let down. A talk with another good friend helped me through that and many thanks to him.

You know who you are:

Who understands it all
reaches out each time we fall
you're the best friend i have found...