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Today in class
12 years ago
so, today, just an average day for me... except...
two of my classmates were discussing their love love.. how it was slowly falling apart..... This.... Made me think of jaden, hah! my ex! Ehhr... Fuck..... I miss him... I mean... I miss his old self... not his current self... he used to be my angel, my biggest dream lover.. now..... I look at him, and all I see, is a history book...
Everytime someone mentions anything about love that can relate to jaden, you can always find me trying to hide my tears..
two of my classmates were discussing their love love.. how it was slowly falling apart..... This.... Made me think of jaden, hah! my ex! Ehhr... Fuck..... I miss him... I mean... I miss his old self... not his current self... he used to be my angel, my biggest dream lover.. now..... I look at him, and all I see, is a history book...
Everytime someone mentions anything about love that can relate to jaden, you can always find me trying to hide my tears..
Zathium
~zathium
I'm sorry to hear that. It's always rough remembering a bad part about our past. Sometimes It's better to let the tears out rather than to hold them back, when you find the right place of course. If you need someone to talk to feel free to send me a note, I'll gladly listen. Though I understand if you just want time to yourself as well. Hope you feel better soon.
Woofygoo
~woofygoo
OP
It's been 6 months since we broke up, we went trough some shit, and ended up disliking eachother once again... we do not fit together anymore.... =(
Zathium
~zathium
It's always difficult to go through something like that.. But continuing to dwell on it will affect your ability to move forward and maybe even your ability to get into another relationship. There's no real easy way to move past this.. But I guess in time things will start to improve, and hopefully you two won't dislike each other as much.
Woofygoo
~woofygoo
OP
I don't have trouble moving on, I do have trouble with maintaining the ability to love someone... Silver deserves better then what I am giving him.... >_<
Zathium
~zathium
Just keep working on it ^^ Keep doing what you can for Silver and do what you can to show that you love him. Small gestures can mean a lot in a relationship and I'm sure he would understand you're trying.
Woofygoo
~woofygoo
OP
Still, I still stand with my statement, he deserves way better then me x3
Zathium
~zathium
Pffffft I don't think so xP You seem like a good guy to me. Plus we tend to be harshest when judging ourselves. I bet if you asked him he would think differently ^^
Woofygoo
~woofygoo
OP
hehe ^////^
Zathium
~zathium
Now go and...... Uh.. Be yourself! xD Cuz you're awesome and all :3
Woofygoo
~woofygoo
OP
But./.... But okay.... ^~^
