Hello furs. Shabano here after a long hibernation..boy it feels like forever since i posted anything..things have been crazy.. I have gone months lost, and unknown to things. But after it all, I lost my mate. As much as it hurts, I have to move on. It hurts, but it also showed me so much. It showed me that I could easily be replaced, and thats what hurt the most..but there is someone who is in my shoes. She is someone I used to hang with when she was here, she really means a lot to me. She may be the only girl I've actually felt this feeling for and I hope that I do better than I did with the other. I have faults, we all do. But we need to learn to move on, or it will keep you from letting the person prove so. THat what I was not given. I'd love to tell who it is, but I dont want her to be shyd or embarrassed.