I wonder why I have such a hard time writing journals? So many people seem to be able to go page after page and post journals every few days, but for me it's this hugely intimidating thing. Oh well, that's a different issue.

Anyway, I just want to announce that I am going to try going dry this January. For those who know me, they've probably listened to me bitch about my relationship with alcohol. I drink too much. I drink for the wrong reasons. I drink too often. I drink alone. It's bad. Identifying the problem is supposedly the most difficult part, but lemme tell you the other parts are no fucking picnic.

Normally I wouldn't want to beg or even draw attention to myself, but this is going to be HARD for me. This is going to be a hard January and I'm going to need all the support I can get. I really mean it. This is going to be a project for me. I don't know about some people, but it's DAMN hard finishing a project without any sort of feedback. I will fail if I don't get any sort of response. I may have to write journals more often about this later on or something.