Shit, what is wrong with me?
12 years ago
Hey guys. I know I've been incommunicado for a while now, and there IS a reason for it, if not a very good one...
For the last few months, I've slipped into a pretty deep melancholy. There's a lot that went into causing it, mostly issues of money and questions about my personal accomplishments and competence that tend to totally obliterate my sense of self worth. I won't call it a depression, because I've seen that, and I don't think my situation was so severe as to compare to something like that, but it was still enough to make me not want to do much of anything, and not much care about the consequences, either.
But I think I've come out the other side of this nonsense, and that's all still no excuse for not having done the drawings that people have paid good money for me to do, and I feel like a total piece of shit for having shafted you guys for so long.
So here's the deal. If I still owe you a drawing, I totally understand if you want a refund. Just note me about it, and I'll start the process. I'm still unemployed, and my money is really tight, so it might take some time to save up to pay back what people spent, but I will get your money back to you.
If you still have enough faith in me and like my work enough to still want me to do your drawing, I will do my best to get that done, too.
I've made a resolution to be better about this stuff. It's been a constant problem, and no one is at fault but me. I just hate that I've let my life overwhelm me so easily, and that I've let so many of you down, and I hope to do better in the future.
For the last few months, I've slipped into a pretty deep melancholy. There's a lot that went into causing it, mostly issues of money and questions about my personal accomplishments and competence that tend to totally obliterate my sense of self worth. I won't call it a depression, because I've seen that, and I don't think my situation was so severe as to compare to something like that, but it was still enough to make me not want to do much of anything, and not much care about the consequences, either.
But I think I've come out the other side of this nonsense, and that's all still no excuse for not having done the drawings that people have paid good money for me to do, and I feel like a total piece of shit for having shafted you guys for so long.
So here's the deal. If I still owe you a drawing, I totally understand if you want a refund. Just note me about it, and I'll start the process. I'm still unemployed, and my money is really tight, so it might take some time to save up to pay back what people spent, but I will get your money back to you.
If you still have enough faith in me and like my work enough to still want me to do your drawing, I will do my best to get that done, too.
I've made a resolution to be better about this stuff. It's been a constant problem, and no one is at fault but me. I just hate that I've let my life overwhelm me so easily, and that I've let so many of you down, and I hope to do better in the future.
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S'important.
*hugs* Just know that there are many that care and want you to be happy.
I think you finished mine way back when, I'm just waiting to see it uploaded.