So this past week I have been blind sided... My dog that I grew up with got sick over the weekend, She had been fighting cancer and congestive heart failure for the past two years. She got sick and couldn't keep food down over the weekend and Monday we made the hard call that the kindest thing for her would to be to put her down and end her fight.

On top of losing my dog who was like a sister to me I had to deal with being blamed for coworker be fire from my place of employment... and I some how got him arrested as well for stalking and sexual harassment. Some people where turn about this and only a handful hated me for it... when in fact I had nothing to do with any of that. Did I not feel safe around him? No I didn't feel safe after having him follow me around from store to store while on loa and him trying to break up my sister and her boyfriend. Did I tell anyone about what he did? Yes I verbally spoke with the proper people at work about what happen out side of the store. I was told to alert members of management if he tried anything while at work. Did I make a written report/call the hotline/cops on him? No I did not... I did not think/feel I had enough evidence against him and it was more he said she said and it would never hold up in court let alone at work.

I am also working on trying to fix my laptops hover heating problem as well.. which is causing memory dumps while working in photoshop... which was working on my YCH auction yesterday before work and I lost all work on it because the laptop over heated.

This week the world is just weighing in on me and nothing is going right... and I am sorry to thous that are waiting on stuff from me.. I am doing the best I can do at the moment within regards to fighting off the feeling of loss and depression to get said art done.