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Special Mood Swings...and Writing Update
12 years ago
Just when I thought I was feeling "normal" again, a certain "mood" strikes back thanks to a stupid dream.
*sigh* ...Sometimes I wonder if I have a mental disorder, because I know I'm not always purposely setting myself up or consciously doing this. It just comes up...feels nice...*shakes head*
What the hell am I talking about, you might be asking? How can I explain this without sounding like am crazy or insane (and yet I'm writing a journal on a site that normally accepting of behaviors like this >__> ). The last week and a half I had some interesting moments where I felt like going wild, acting wolfish. I had a specific moment while I was alone (mental shift?). I've had these before but they stopped the last few years (probably because of my own personal drama with my family in 2011). Trying to rewrite/edit/proofread my old Wolfhood series may have also instigated these feelings.
Anyways; the wolf calmed down and my feline-ness came back...
...but so did my feminine side...
GAH!!! WTF is wrong with me??? >__<
Anyways; writing slowed but I won't be stopping yet. I finished rewriting Chapter 1...half of it, anyways. I decided to split chapter 1 of Wolfhood into two chapters. The 2nd chapter is in the works. It's technically written, just needs to make sure it syncs up with what I rewrote. May have already mentioned this before; Though I rewriting the first two chapters mainly in regards to certain characters actions and behaviors, the main plot isn't going to change much. Just may add some additional details to events I didn't really explain well or didn't develop. I think my main challenge is trying to rewrite Gary's sister as a more fleshed out character than just a random person that gets roped into the situation.
That's it for now. Got to get my car serviced. Take care!
*sigh* ...Sometimes I wonder if I have a mental disorder, because I know I'm not always purposely setting myself up or consciously doing this. It just comes up...feels nice...*shakes head*
What the hell am I talking about, you might be asking? How can I explain this without sounding like am crazy or insane (and yet I'm writing a journal on a site that normally accepting of behaviors like this >__> ). The last week and a half I had some interesting moments where I felt like going wild, acting wolfish. I had a specific moment while I was alone (mental shift?). I've had these before but they stopped the last few years (probably because of my own personal drama with my family in 2011). Trying to rewrite/edit/proofread my old Wolfhood series may have also instigated these feelings.
Anyways; the wolf calmed down and my feline-ness came back...
...but so did my feminine side...
GAH!!! WTF is wrong with me??? >__<
Anyways; writing slowed but I won't be stopping yet. I finished rewriting Chapter 1...half of it, anyways. I decided to split chapter 1 of Wolfhood into two chapters. The 2nd chapter is in the works. It's technically written, just needs to make sure it syncs up with what I rewrote. May have already mentioned this before; Though I rewriting the first two chapters mainly in regards to certain characters actions and behaviors, the main plot isn't going to change much. Just may add some additional details to events I didn't really explain well or didn't develop. I think my main challenge is trying to rewrite Gary's sister as a more fleshed out character than just a random person that gets roped into the situation.
That's it for now. Got to get my car serviced. Take care!
