A reminder that I struggle in the winter months
11 years ago
Just wanted to point out any lack of updates, contact, or failure of appropriate check ins isn't out of any personal spite or bias. u__u
Last time this year I was in the hospital, so its a marked improvement for me. But my BDI went 6, then 3, to now a 13 -- but last year it was in the 30s, like 36 I think -- so again, marked improvement!! And anyone who knows what a BDI is or if you don't I think you can guess by seeing that I was in the 30s and had a 3 a few months ago how good that is. xD The highest on the scale is 63 and anything above 29 is "severe"
So meds are working still but its taking a little more to get myself moving and motivated, and its taking much of my energy to keep up various daily living skills so I wanted to apologize generally, because I'm not sure if I have the focus to go and actually reply to everyone. I think there's like...3 people? But even then I'm disoriented and bah.
Last time this year I was in the hospital, so its a marked improvement for me. But my BDI went 6, then 3, to now a 13 -- but last year it was in the 30s, like 36 I think -- so again, marked improvement!! And anyone who knows what a BDI is or if you don't I think you can guess by seeing that I was in the 30s and had a 3 a few months ago how good that is. xD The highest on the scale is 63 and anything above 29 is "severe"
So meds are working still but its taking a little more to get myself moving and motivated, and its taking much of my energy to keep up various daily living skills so I wanted to apologize generally, because I'm not sure if I have the focus to go and actually reply to everyone. I think there's like...3 people? But even then I'm disoriented and bah.

JadeMerciful
~jademerciful
Take good care of yourself dear!

Cold.Reject
~cold.reject
I have no idea what BDI is but I hope you stay well.

Myoti
~myoti
No worries! As long as yer getting better is what's important! :>

AdmiralApollo
~admiralapollo
Just here to say I'm here for you. Always.