this is the only place where i can rant about shit going on in my life because if i do it anywhere else i'm going to get bitched at by all my 'friends' and family saying i'm just over reacting. i'm sorry but is it over reacting to want some fucking peace and quiet in my own god damn house? is it over reacting to not want to have a fucking animal abusive little girl running around my house when i have 2 pets? is it over reacting to get angry when i spent all fucking day cleaning to have people come in and trash it up again? i don't think those are things that people should get pissed at me for when they do the same fucking thing. its like the only fucking place i'm aloud to have things the way i want is my fucking room. and i'm sorry but my room is about the size of a jail cell, no joke. with my sister moving to Texas in a couple days, she has all of her things packed away leaving me with almost nothing, the only tv we have is down stairs, where there lives a 8 and 3 year old. i know it's their house too and they have a right to be where they like, but when they don't get attention from their mother they come and get negative attention from me and my mother it makes it hard to want to be around children that think its okay to yell in my ears and hit me. with only one tv in the house now, i have to find a time to watch my shows, that are not fit for children of their age to watch, when they wont be around. leaving me with the middle of the fucking night when everyone is asleep, making it impossible with all the fucking light sleepers in my house to be able to fucking HEAR WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING ON THE FUCKING SHOW! i have to work all the things i want to do around the fucking kids schedule along with my mother's, brother's, and his fucking pregnant girlfriend's. i'm so fucking done with all the bull shit my FAMILY thinks is okay to put me through. i'm done with pregnant fucking cunts coming into my house and screaming at my sister for no reason other then the fact that she couldn't park her car where she normally does. i'm done with hearing children screaming at the top of their lungs because they don't get their way, of screaming 'stop hitting me' when they get in trouble and no one is with in arms reach of them. i'm tired of working hard and having the people i live with tell me that it's not good enough. i'm to the point where i just want to hit everyfuckingthing i can because i'm so full of this hate and rage. i'm tired of people acting like everything is fine when they don't even talk to me about trying to make things better when it concerns me. i'm fucking done with everyone in my life and i'm tired of everyone. once i have money saved up and a car, i'm out of here. i don't care where i go or if anyone comes with me, i'm fucking gone.