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Hitmen, Condolences, and Update
12 years ago
Scratching ur head on what the hell the title means? Well its quite simple really...(actually its not....well, maybe the condolences and update part).
Woke up with this weird feeling of feeling alive after my latest dream. I was apparently friends with someone who recognized a mob boss that was supposed dead or in hiding, and my friend had a hit out on him because of it. And because he told me about the alive and hiding mob boss, after he was shacked the gangsters were plotting to come after me. Lots of freaking out, fortifying my house, and awkward explanations to my parents. I nearly tried to murder a real life friend to some reason parking his jeep on the tip of my driveway with a stick and heavy pillow. What the fudge was I on last night? I honestly have no idea why my subconscious decided to play a gangster film in my head. All I know is that I felt wonderful when I woke, that I didn't have hitmen breathing down my neck ruining my life for something I wasn't really involved in.
Course now I feel like shiz again as I ponder my finances and my coming final payment on my car...and having to ask my dad to let me dip into inheritance money to help with the payment. Its my money...but I don't like having to explain how I fucked up with not saving enough on my own over the last 3 years.
The second part of the title refers to a recent tragic event in the gaming/reviewer community, the passing of Justin "JeWario". It was a shock to hear he took his own life when it sounds like there hadn't been any concrete evidence from his friends and follow colleagues that he had been suffering from depression. I tried to see any evidence of this in Nash's most recent WTFIWWY segment which guest started Justin...but I just didn't see it beyond a weary face that could be just from long hours of something something. I wasn't a huge fan merely because I hadn't watched his channel, but from the guest appearances and specials he did with his buddies from That Guy With the Glasses, and from the current testimony from various people, he certainly was a very entertaining and lovable gentlemen. You will be missed JeWario, and my condolences to his friends and family.
Finally, an update...um...
Still writing and drawing, just nothing really finished other that posting the Com pics I did for
Flowtac and a recent revision of and old pic (which I need to post both I believe). Other than that, its going slow at the moment and pushing to concentrate.
But for now, I'm gonna concentrate on these sliders from Buffalo Wild Wings. Chow!
Woke up with this weird feeling of feeling alive after my latest dream. I was apparently friends with someone who recognized a mob boss that was supposed dead or in hiding, and my friend had a hit out on him because of it. And because he told me about the alive and hiding mob boss, after he was shacked the gangsters were plotting to come after me. Lots of freaking out, fortifying my house, and awkward explanations to my parents. I nearly tried to murder a real life friend to some reason parking his jeep on the tip of my driveway with a stick and heavy pillow. What the fudge was I on last night? I honestly have no idea why my subconscious decided to play a gangster film in my head. All I know is that I felt wonderful when I woke, that I didn't have hitmen breathing down my neck ruining my life for something I wasn't really involved in.
Course now I feel like shiz again as I ponder my finances and my coming final payment on my car...and having to ask my dad to let me dip into inheritance money to help with the payment. Its my money...but I don't like having to explain how I fucked up with not saving enough on my own over the last 3 years.
The second part of the title refers to a recent tragic event in the gaming/reviewer community, the passing of Justin "JeWario". It was a shock to hear he took his own life when it sounds like there hadn't been any concrete evidence from his friends and follow colleagues that he had been suffering from depression. I tried to see any evidence of this in Nash's most recent WTFIWWY segment which guest started Justin...but I just didn't see it beyond a weary face that could be just from long hours of something something. I wasn't a huge fan merely because I hadn't watched his channel, but from the guest appearances and specials he did with his buddies from That Guy With the Glasses, and from the current testimony from various people, he certainly was a very entertaining and lovable gentlemen. You will be missed JeWario, and my condolences to his friends and family.
Finally, an update...um...
Still writing and drawing, just nothing really finished other that posting the Com pics I did for
Flowtac and a recent revision of and old pic (which I need to post both I believe). Other than that, its going slow at the moment and pushing to concentrate.But for now, I'm gonna concentrate on these sliders from Buffalo Wild Wings. Chow!
Still...I'm suspicious. JewWario's show was "You Can Play This", a show about Japanese games and how to play them competently. While I never watched an episode, it's not a stressful thing like AVGN or Nostalgia Critic, no flipping out at games or anything. He's very calm and happy, so WHY would he kill himself?
And never knew he had depression or anything, he being a flare of optimism and advice himself. As others have stated in different sites, we can only now have him in our memory as how he was, and remember him from times like http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tN60yFjO-g
May you be well Tabby, and we will wait for your works to upload, take your time! ^^
Damn...hearing about what kind of person Justin was by his friends and colleagues, and then watching THAT video you linked...I want to start believe there is something fishy about his death/some kind of hidden fowl play to make it look like...*sigh*...it just doesn't make a whole lot of sense to me.
and now to hear hes gone and by his own hand...
RIP JewWario RIP