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The Light
12 years ago
if you read my previous journal you know my feelings. and i was wrong. i took the wrong approach to all this. i let my anger and frustration take over me. like a brother or parent is frustrated with the children's behaviour and can't stop it. it was 
gojithefox that made me realize that i was becoming no better than the people i was condemning so i firstly would like to thank him for his insight and opinions that help me open my eyes even it was a bit XD.
as i have said before we are all children of this world and we bicker and carry on as such. i feel like mentally i have matured faster than most of the world, seeing how we are acting objectively and simply am appalled by what i see. so much in fighting, greed, corruption. its like seeing a school yard of unattended children. in all honesty all i have is love for my fellow man and wish to see everything change but i am just one man with one voice not loud enough to be heard over the crowd. all i can do is yell and hope i am heard and people start to pay attention and realize and its so frustrating to be ignored. to be told that its just the way thngs are. and i keep saying over and over it doesn't have to be. we dont have to accept it or conform to it.
everything about this reality is about change, from one moment to the next. yet we almost refuse to do so, reaching for branches of the past that hover the raging current of time. but that is not meant to happen, life is about adapting to change, nature does it all the time and we fight that so passionately it has become second nature to us to reject it entirely as if it were our enemy. change should be embraced with open arms because we fight what you cannot control?
we are being capable of great acts of selflessness and kindness and it is shown and praised and remembered. we honor the ones that give their lives to the change we cannot let go of so hypocritically.this who see the light just travel with the current ignoring those who still reach for the branches. but me i wish to reach with everyone to try and tell them its ok to let go. but the fear is so overwhelming for most they hold on with anything they can.
i'm done being angry at the world because anger and violence only creates more. you get what you put in. so here is me reaching with all of you who are too afraid to let go and to travel the current. its ok, the end of this mighty river leads to an open ocean of possibility, all you have to do is let go and let it carry you to your proper course. your in the river for a reason trying to leave or fight it now, you'll never see where it was trying to take you.
we are the ones that make life miserable for each other and ourselves. we constantly ask why it is the way it is and its because of us. there are those who try to mend what we break, and no one is perfect but we all must be there to help each other that everyone deserves the life we are given. yet in fear of the end of life itself we take it out on each other, believe in false promises and grab onto and hoard everything we can get our hands onto. people are so blind to the world no one looks up anymore to marvel, to take in what is around us, the beauty, the precision,the natural flow of it all.
one of these days ask all of you who read this to step outside, close your eyes. takea deep breathe, take in the air, the smell, the feeling of it as it passes through you. then look up at the sky whether it be day or night. just stare at it. how open and free it is. how vast.
we are floating on a rock circling a giant ball of fire, and beyond it. beyond us are possibly thousands of other lifeforms alive right now experiencing this very same reality as you are that very moment. the only thing really keeping us alive is the precise distance we are from the sun, and the right size of the planet to hold the atmosphere we breathe. but really it is still space, liveable space. we are jsut grounded, held down so we don't float away. an organism like the smallest microbe. we are vessels ourselves for bacteria and other living things. in essence we are universes within ourselves. and everything is connected. nothing could exist without the other. whether it was intelligent design or just one event that burst into a self sustaining organism. we are still jsut a small part of a greater whole, much larger and greater than our understanding will ever be able to comprehend in a single lifetime.
our purpose is to live, to exist andbe part of this life. to be another link in the chain helps the universe survive. we are no less significant as the air the air we breathe, the water we drink, the food we eat. but we have disconnected ourselves from everything.
we take but hardly give back, superiority, which i have been guilty of myself if my last journal was any evidence, willful ignorance, that tells us deep in our mind that we are the best. the greatest that will ever come. but that is not true. there will come a time when we ourselves will be obsolete, improved upon, changed and adapted to fit the conditions we are meant to be in.
the universe itself will eventually collapse on itself but from that collapse it will spring forth anew. like a burst of energy under water. the Religh- Plesset equation states that (and i will try to put this as simply as possible) when you have a high pressure with a low pressure enviroment and begins to expand, eventually the pressure on the inside will match the pressure on the outside. eventually the pressure on the inside will be lower on the outside and will eentually collapse on itself to a point when the pressure on the inside is higher than the outside once again.
we live in a fluidic space. we dont realize this because of our size. we would smaller than a nano particle to the actual size of the universe in comparison. if we were to shrink our universe to the size of a bubble in a swimming pool for example. we know the vastness of space is made of matter. the big bang could have been the result of one universe collapsing to create the current version we now inhabit.
which leads me to believe time itself is not infinite that it to has a life span. we are the microbes and cells of a celectial body that will, like all things die. yet with our finite life span how we live right now, how we exist is how we choose to spend that time? to me it seems wasteful and contradictory of the word we created to describe our existence.
we dont live anymore we exist. we attack and destroy everything around us in our resistance. like a tumor, a cancer we morphed our gift into. if our lives are to be meaningful then lets give it meaning that benefits everything and everyone rather than ourselves.
we are not all mighty and powerful, we are no better than the bugs we squish, the livestock we slaughter and consume, or even the very water adn earth we pollute.
all is one and one is all and to fight and deny that simple fact is deny our very existence itself.
this is what i mean when people need to wake up, open there eyes and actually look and comprehend. look at we are doing, look at what we are accomplishing or rather not. we need to grow up leave the past where it is and start looking at the here and now and forward. we cannot change the past put we can certainly shape the future. the universe is moving on with our without us and its definitely not holding our hand and not afraid to spank us when we get of line.
so ask to all who took the time to read all this, please just let go of it all and see where we are trying to be lead. we need to fix ourselves before we can fix the damage we have caused. forgive each other, help each other let go of the past and vexes of the present. we need to care about ourselves and each other and no one should ever go unnoticed or unaided.
the super rich need to let go of the wealth the hungrily cling to and share with those who need it. countries need to disolve borders and forgive past and present disputes and help each other create communities of value working cooperatively to better the lives of everyone. religions need to dissolve and allow people to find their own answers, to accept everyone and everything around them. we need to treat everyone as equal of every race and gender. and we need to change ourselves. we need to stop caring about the one and start caring about the all for the all is reality is the one and by contributing to the all you are contributing to the one. in the infamous words of the canadian celberity Red Green, "i'm pulling for ya, we are all in this together."
gojithefox that made me realize that i was becoming no better than the people i was condemning so i firstly would like to thank him for his insight and opinions that help me open my eyes even it was a bit XD.as i have said before we are all children of this world and we bicker and carry on as such. i feel like mentally i have matured faster than most of the world, seeing how we are acting objectively and simply am appalled by what i see. so much in fighting, greed, corruption. its like seeing a school yard of unattended children. in all honesty all i have is love for my fellow man and wish to see everything change but i am just one man with one voice not loud enough to be heard over the crowd. all i can do is yell and hope i am heard and people start to pay attention and realize and its so frustrating to be ignored. to be told that its just the way thngs are. and i keep saying over and over it doesn't have to be. we dont have to accept it or conform to it.
everything about this reality is about change, from one moment to the next. yet we almost refuse to do so, reaching for branches of the past that hover the raging current of time. but that is not meant to happen, life is about adapting to change, nature does it all the time and we fight that so passionately it has become second nature to us to reject it entirely as if it were our enemy. change should be embraced with open arms because we fight what you cannot control?
we are being capable of great acts of selflessness and kindness and it is shown and praised and remembered. we honor the ones that give their lives to the change we cannot let go of so hypocritically.this who see the light just travel with the current ignoring those who still reach for the branches. but me i wish to reach with everyone to try and tell them its ok to let go. but the fear is so overwhelming for most they hold on with anything they can.
i'm done being angry at the world because anger and violence only creates more. you get what you put in. so here is me reaching with all of you who are too afraid to let go and to travel the current. its ok, the end of this mighty river leads to an open ocean of possibility, all you have to do is let go and let it carry you to your proper course. your in the river for a reason trying to leave or fight it now, you'll never see where it was trying to take you.
we are the ones that make life miserable for each other and ourselves. we constantly ask why it is the way it is and its because of us. there are those who try to mend what we break, and no one is perfect but we all must be there to help each other that everyone deserves the life we are given. yet in fear of the end of life itself we take it out on each other, believe in false promises and grab onto and hoard everything we can get our hands onto. people are so blind to the world no one looks up anymore to marvel, to take in what is around us, the beauty, the precision,the natural flow of it all.
one of these days ask all of you who read this to step outside, close your eyes. takea deep breathe, take in the air, the smell, the feeling of it as it passes through you. then look up at the sky whether it be day or night. just stare at it. how open and free it is. how vast.
we are floating on a rock circling a giant ball of fire, and beyond it. beyond us are possibly thousands of other lifeforms alive right now experiencing this very same reality as you are that very moment. the only thing really keeping us alive is the precise distance we are from the sun, and the right size of the planet to hold the atmosphere we breathe. but really it is still space, liveable space. we are jsut grounded, held down so we don't float away. an organism like the smallest microbe. we are vessels ourselves for bacteria and other living things. in essence we are universes within ourselves. and everything is connected. nothing could exist without the other. whether it was intelligent design or just one event that burst into a self sustaining organism. we are still jsut a small part of a greater whole, much larger and greater than our understanding will ever be able to comprehend in a single lifetime.
our purpose is to live, to exist andbe part of this life. to be another link in the chain helps the universe survive. we are no less significant as the air the air we breathe, the water we drink, the food we eat. but we have disconnected ourselves from everything.
we take but hardly give back, superiority, which i have been guilty of myself if my last journal was any evidence, willful ignorance, that tells us deep in our mind that we are the best. the greatest that will ever come. but that is not true. there will come a time when we ourselves will be obsolete, improved upon, changed and adapted to fit the conditions we are meant to be in.
the universe itself will eventually collapse on itself but from that collapse it will spring forth anew. like a burst of energy under water. the Religh- Plesset equation states that (and i will try to put this as simply as possible) when you have a high pressure with a low pressure enviroment and begins to expand, eventually the pressure on the inside will match the pressure on the outside. eventually the pressure on the inside will be lower on the outside and will eentually collapse on itself to a point when the pressure on the inside is higher than the outside once again.
we live in a fluidic space. we dont realize this because of our size. we would smaller than a nano particle to the actual size of the universe in comparison. if we were to shrink our universe to the size of a bubble in a swimming pool for example. we know the vastness of space is made of matter. the big bang could have been the result of one universe collapsing to create the current version we now inhabit.
which leads me to believe time itself is not infinite that it to has a life span. we are the microbes and cells of a celectial body that will, like all things die. yet with our finite life span how we live right now, how we exist is how we choose to spend that time? to me it seems wasteful and contradictory of the word we created to describe our existence.
we dont live anymore we exist. we attack and destroy everything around us in our resistance. like a tumor, a cancer we morphed our gift into. if our lives are to be meaningful then lets give it meaning that benefits everything and everyone rather than ourselves.
we are not all mighty and powerful, we are no better than the bugs we squish, the livestock we slaughter and consume, or even the very water adn earth we pollute.
all is one and one is all and to fight and deny that simple fact is deny our very existence itself.
this is what i mean when people need to wake up, open there eyes and actually look and comprehend. look at we are doing, look at what we are accomplishing or rather not. we need to grow up leave the past where it is and start looking at the here and now and forward. we cannot change the past put we can certainly shape the future. the universe is moving on with our without us and its definitely not holding our hand and not afraid to spank us when we get of line.
so ask to all who took the time to read all this, please just let go of it all and see where we are trying to be lead. we need to fix ourselves before we can fix the damage we have caused. forgive each other, help each other let go of the past and vexes of the present. we need to care about ourselves and each other and no one should ever go unnoticed or unaided.
the super rich need to let go of the wealth the hungrily cling to and share with those who need it. countries need to disolve borders and forgive past and present disputes and help each other create communities of value working cooperatively to better the lives of everyone. religions need to dissolve and allow people to find their own answers, to accept everyone and everything around them. we need to treat everyone as equal of every race and gender. and we need to change ourselves. we need to stop caring about the one and start caring about the all for the all is reality is the one and by contributing to the all you are contributing to the one. in the infamous words of the canadian celberity Red Green, "i'm pulling for ya, we are all in this together."
