Two days ago my grandmother died of a massive heart attack. There was nothing that could be done to save her.

We where very close, and I’m still trying to process it, I just wish it was a nightmare, but I know it’s not…

I’m not going to be around for a while still, dealing with this and a move at the same time is taking every bit of energy I have. I don’t know how long this will take, or how long it will take for me to pick up the pieces at the end of all this.