This journal deals with spiritual stuff, which I recognize is very subjective and not everyone's forte. So if you dislike that sort of stuff you might want to skip this one.

So some who have talked to me know that I enjoy the idea of spirituality. While I try to come across as agnostic religion-wise, I do believe that the earth has a certain spiritual quality to it. Admittedly a lot of my interest in it came after I watched Avatar: The Last Airbender, but honestly a lot of the things in that show are pretty sound.

I'm not entirely sure how to explain what happened, because I don't want to come across as simply hallucinating or being delusional. But I guess spiritual things kinda disregard that due to their subjectiveness.

So I decided to listen to a guided meditation on YouTube yesterday, and during my meditation I saw a panda. (This might be hard to describe, so apologies if I sound confusing) but basically it was like when you close your eyes and see fuzzy images... sorta... xD; There's more to it than that, but basically after I decided to look up the meaning of a panda as a spirit animal, and it basically fit really well with me right now.

So semi-pointless and confusing journal, but I really wanted to get that out. And I'm curious if any of my watchers are into spirit animals and the like? I don't know a whole lot about them but I find the concept interesting.

(Also this won't effect my two main fursonas, but I am working on a character that sorta resembles a panda.)