Almost been a year like in 4 weeks maybe 5 since i got hit with a 18 wheeler of life.. and just feeling .. the whole I have no one still... not from lack of looking just.. *shakes head* i keep asking my self" who want to be with someone who still is emotionally fucked up, trying to get back on feet trying to get his kids back so being a single dad.. yea who would want to be with me. i heard a few want to but still i mean it dose give me a little hope.. Sometimes im wondering if im just fooling my self. like this is it.. ya know? also
Ok so for those of you don't know yet... my phone is dead. like dead dead.. dont know if i can salvage any type of info off of it, so msg me your numbers and such so when i get a new one (i aiming for the end of the week) i can put it in. Also lost more weight, still working at me job for government and since i passed training i am a federal government agent. worked a good amount of ot the past 2 days.. trying to get the rest of my stuff from my previous address but life likes just bending me over... and not even getting kissed.

PS. If anyone wants to work on my back i will cook for you and such....