Well even with all the ot i plugged in (16 hours worth) still wasn't enough for everything,(bills and back rent) So no new phone yet which means haven't been able to talk to my kids yet and still wont be, might have to look in to using my roommates phone which i have been avoiding unless its an emergency. So if anyone reads this journal and my previous one let fern know that im not avoiding anything it just... bills suck ass and back rent and the only one working and such and trying to keeping the place i moved in to a float and not being on the street has really put me in the stretching rack.

Let see as for good news... hmmm *thinks* .... well i've lost more weghit now im in a 44 waist and still be a bit loose on me. walking 3 miles a day almost days a week dose that. uhhhh ooo have someone :Selenakiara: working on a new sona for me so im stoked for that other then that *thinks more* that is it hoping to grab my stuff in a week from the old place and move in to the new one here. Other then that ... nothing to exciting.