A song.
11 years ago
Lately, I found myself becoming more and more indifferent to things I encounter in my life that once elicited great wonder and joy in me. While interest and devotion lingers still, I no longer feel the same amount of excitement I would have felt 3 or 4 years ago when encountering new plants or meandering among historical sites. It seems that the more the time passes by, the more my passion dries and things become insipid. I came see more limits than possibilities, and have become increasingly accustomed to acceptance and giving up.
I began to wonder if this was normal, and became slightly worried. Then recently, I found a Korean song that I could identify with, portraying something similar to things I am feeling;
Perhaps this feeling I have is just a part of natural process of aging. Though, it does feels kind of odd considering that I still have 6 years left till I hit my thirties.... But then I am 26 years old under Korean age counting systems.
Anyway, I enjoyed the music greatly, so I wanted to share it with you all. Thats all. Thanks.
P.S. Aaaand, while writing this rambling, I encountered another Korean song that I found heart touching. The lyrics are quite poetic, that it's a shame that they can't be delivered to most who would read this. Anyway, below is the link for it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mRWxGCDBRNY
I began to wonder if this was normal, and became slightly worried. Then recently, I found a Korean song that I could identify with, portraying something similar to things I am feeling;
Perhaps this feeling I have is just a part of natural process of aging. Though, it does feels kind of odd considering that I still have 6 years left till I hit my thirties.... But then I am 26 years old under Korean age counting systems.
Anyway, I enjoyed the music greatly, so I wanted to share it with you all. Thats all. Thanks.
P.S. Aaaand, while writing this rambling, I encountered another Korean song that I found heart touching. The lyrics are quite poetic, that it's a shame that they can't be delivered to most who would read this. Anyway, below is the link for it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mRWxGCDBRNY
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저도 서른 즈음에 참 좋아하는데, 요즘은 왜 이렇게 노래 가사 하나하나가 가슴을 후벼 파는지 모르겠네요...
In my case, I'm addicted to information, I can be surfing news sites for hours... and not remember anything at the same night.
it would have been nice to have always had more years in front of me then behind. but we don't any of us have that. not in any one life anyway.
well at 30 you still do. if only just by a little bit. at over 65 i do not.
so your not 12, or 21. but you're not 60 either.
dreams fill the void. you just have to accept letting other people make most of them happen. that you can no longer expect to make them all happen yourself doesn't mean that they can't or won't, any more then that they will or have to.
you can continue to dream your own dreams, and some of them will happen, and other dreams you've never dreamed will continue to happen, and almost certainly there are still one or two you can be yourself a part of.
i don't know if my perception is the best sense for anyone. it is only how i see.