Today my mom yelled at me because I was getting information on scholarships (that she told me to get) and was taking a while before I came out of the school. Apparently I am a failure to her because I don't seem to have my priorities in order. And this really has put me into a tailspin right now. I get home and I am still upset and she asks what's wrong. I realized that I don't have anyone I can talk to about my problems. No one :( and that is a very sad realization for me. I can't be 100% of who I am around any one person. I have no one who will always be there to talk to me when I'm having a bad day or even understand. I can't talk to my mom because she blows everything out of proportion, and I more than often cannot tell her who I am messaging because they're a furry and they don't live near me. She doesn't know I'm a furry. I can't talk to my little brother because I have to be strong. I can't talk to my older brother, while he can be really supportive at times, he gets all of his advice from my mom. He literally is incapable of creating his own guidance. My dad doesn't know I am a furry so i can't say "hey, one of my friends said blablablablabla" and have him ask who and be unable to tell him. My best friend doesn't know I am a furry and hates them. Ironic huh? And I can't be completely open with him. I feel like I have no one I can talk to :( and it's a very saddening feeling. Sorry to rant