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Tapestries Muck
11 years ago
In 2000 I created my very first Tapestries Muck character. We still had the Inn, and there was so much role play mixed with sexual consequences. It was a wonderful place to express my new found sexual freedom with my then husband. I went by Calli and I met so many people, people who are still some of my closest friends. Those that I wish I could reconnect again. I loved the whole story lines since I loved writing and all the excitement that comes with a round table of fantasy. Then in 2003, I separated from my now ex husband. I wasnt too sure about myself after that. I fell into a depression, avoided Taps because it reminded me too much of my ex husband since he and I were very active there. I left for awhile. Unable to log in as my golden wolfess because I felt... betrayed and lost and just sad. I created new characters and made some new friends through them. But Calli was always close to my heart. She was my first character and one that I loved so much.
But in the past 3 years mostly, especially after my ovarian cancer diagnoses, the 5lb tumor being removed from my left ovary, the hysterectomy, the stress of the cancer diagnoses and intermediate hormonal imbalance... (Im cancer free now, btw), I havent felt... like I belonged. I have come to realize that Tapestries Muck has become to sexually aggressive for me. Too many expecting me to "lift my tail and take it like a bitch". Yes, that was an actual comeback when I tried to GENTLY let one person down.
Tapestries has become one giant orgy of writhing furs grunting and groaning without actual role play or purpose. Granted, that is just my view of it all since I have actually had people tell me I was stupid to expect actual STORY LINES along with my random screwing.
I guess I have outgrown Taps. That's all I can figure out. In April of last year, i got a new computer that could run Second life, so I returned there. Was welcomed with open arms and even introduced a couple friends to it. I have actual friends who care for me so completely that I realized that having a purpose like this was what I was missing in my life.
In the process I have gained ladies who are like sisters to me, guys who are like brothers to me, and I have reconnected with an old flame.
Is this a whiny post that is trying to get people to say... "Please dont leave! We luv you!"? No. This is a post to my friends and followers informing you of the thought process behind me leaving Tapestries muck. So here are some questions, Im not sure if you are wanting to know, but Im willing to answer them...
Are you still a furry? Yes... but it is a facet of who I am. Just like I am a geek, an aunt, a girlfriend, a sister, a Whovian, a Browncoat and etc, etc. I will still come onto FA. I will still be involved with the furry community in a way I have always been. And I am not going to drop my friends because they are furry and on Taps and I am furry and not on Taps.
Is this forever? I dont know. I really dont. I may decide to pop on once in awhile to check things out. My tags will reflect my Dont Touch attitude. I can reconnect with friends and such.
How can we get in touch with you? Send me a PM. We will exchange whatever information we can. Im on Skype, Second Life, I have email and AIM and all that good jazz. Im also a very active player in Guild Wars 2. Isle of Janthir server.
Are you sure this isnt a plea for attention? No... Ive thought about this for a long time. Its not something I have taken lightly. Taps was a huge part of my furry life. All my characters are a part of me. Different aspects of my personality. This wasnt easy. I just cant physically stay and be active in Taps. If I do return, it will be brief and only to hang with old friends, catch up and such. No stalking the Plaza or heading over to the Lash.
Why should I care? Eh... care or not, it doesnt bother me.
SHOW ME YOUR TITS! If you are wanting to see 40 year old tits, sure. There... flashed. Happy now?
So PM me if you want and I will still be around on FA...
<3 and XX
Niki aka Belize, Kamyo, Amarie, Calli, Jorja.
But in the past 3 years mostly, especially after my ovarian cancer diagnoses, the 5lb tumor being removed from my left ovary, the hysterectomy, the stress of the cancer diagnoses and intermediate hormonal imbalance... (Im cancer free now, btw), I havent felt... like I belonged. I have come to realize that Tapestries Muck has become to sexually aggressive for me. Too many expecting me to "lift my tail and take it like a bitch". Yes, that was an actual comeback when I tried to GENTLY let one person down.
Tapestries has become one giant orgy of writhing furs grunting and groaning without actual role play or purpose. Granted, that is just my view of it all since I have actually had people tell me I was stupid to expect actual STORY LINES along with my random screwing.
I guess I have outgrown Taps. That's all I can figure out. In April of last year, i got a new computer that could run Second life, so I returned there. Was welcomed with open arms and even introduced a couple friends to it. I have actual friends who care for me so completely that I realized that having a purpose like this was what I was missing in my life.
In the process I have gained ladies who are like sisters to me, guys who are like brothers to me, and I have reconnected with an old flame.
Is this a whiny post that is trying to get people to say... "Please dont leave! We luv you!"? No. This is a post to my friends and followers informing you of the thought process behind me leaving Tapestries muck. So here are some questions, Im not sure if you are wanting to know, but Im willing to answer them...
Are you still a furry? Yes... but it is a facet of who I am. Just like I am a geek, an aunt, a girlfriend, a sister, a Whovian, a Browncoat and etc, etc. I will still come onto FA. I will still be involved with the furry community in a way I have always been. And I am not going to drop my friends because they are furry and on Taps and I am furry and not on Taps.
Is this forever? I dont know. I really dont. I may decide to pop on once in awhile to check things out. My tags will reflect my Dont Touch attitude. I can reconnect with friends and such.
How can we get in touch with you? Send me a PM. We will exchange whatever information we can. Im on Skype, Second Life, I have email and AIM and all that good jazz. Im also a very active player in Guild Wars 2. Isle of Janthir server.
Are you sure this isnt a plea for attention? No... Ive thought about this for a long time. Its not something I have taken lightly. Taps was a huge part of my furry life. All my characters are a part of me. Different aspects of my personality. This wasnt easy. I just cant physically stay and be active in Taps. If I do return, it will be brief and only to hang with old friends, catch up and such. No stalking the Plaza or heading over to the Lash.
Why should I care? Eh... care or not, it doesnt bother me.
SHOW ME YOUR TITS! If you are wanting to see 40 year old tits, sure. There... flashed. Happy now?
So PM me if you want and I will still be around on FA...
<3 and XX
Niki aka Belize, Kamyo, Amarie, Calli, Jorja.
