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-=Bad Dream=-
11 years ago
Normally I have bad dreams fairly often but I can usually get over them easily or not even get bothered by them at all. I don't know what triggered it but last night I had the most horrendous dream I've had in ages. To make a long story short pretty much everyone I knew was betraying me in one form or another and over time I slowly was driving me into despair. Near the end of my dream I couldn't take it anymore and I guess I doused myself in gasoline and lit myself on fire to kill myself.
I know this journal is kinda random and pointless but I had to talk about this dream somewhere.
I know this journal is kinda random and pointless but I had to talk about this dream somewhere.
*hugs*
Hope you get to feeeling better and don't light yourself on fire....
they used to be the only time i wasn't worried about something.
now i have more calm days in real life too.
i guess that's may be because i don't hang out with people all that much, and don't have the cultural expectations of people not having each their own agendas.
or because i find dramatic entertainment not all that interesting to me.
anyway, well there are more interesting places out there in the parallel universes then you very often ever hear people talking about.
sometimes people do betray each other, without even realizing it or intending to.
but it is possibly to live in ways, without doing so ourselves, that are not dependent on their not doing so.
for what its worth, putting fresh mint under your pillow helps. as well as taking measures to not have to hear the sounds of other people's entertainment while sleeping.