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4/10/14 - dream Journal
11 years ago
Perhaps the most lucid dream I've ever had. I remember lots of details, but most of the details are faces, colors, people, clothing, a world in my head that I didn't know before. Following traffic laws and hacking a computer to try and figure out why someone had died and was being sent via another plane for a family, only to find out the girl 'looked' like their girl a lot. Kinda confusing.
There was an assembly of some kind, something involving basketball. I remember someone wanted to prevent me from getting closer, and I almost choked and threatened him, only to realize I didn't care about basketball and so I walked away. After the assembly it was time to go home. At this point I was walking through people, walls, rebuilding the world, floating if I wanted to. I could touch or not touch at my choice, taste or not taste. I rebuilt the airport and it was odd as it was this aqua multifaceted world around, much like a slow computer loading up and building the world around me until it was a bustling airport. My GF's step-dad was there, somehow I had made him the owner of a huge corporation, and HDMI 15 was out where there was demos of the newest PlayStation games on the television, it had such clarity, although I didn't pay too much attention at that.
I pulled a girl I think I liked close, she might have been someone random and I kissed her. She didn't resist long and soon got into it, and I gave her a 'dream card' similar to a business card except it was more prismatic. Basically mentally an invitation for her to join me in another dream some time for personal fun.
Next we sat down, and someone began giving a talk to us about who were taught and what we qualified under. I commented I was 'self taught' but I don't think I was heard. After this point though I know I was sitting down, with a familiar old lady in a red coat in front, and I remember answering her 'because this is a dream'. I almost wanted to lie to save her feelings, but I knew there were none. Then I burst out crying because I knew the dream would end soon.
I woke up crying.
I feel terrible because the likelihood of getting something like that again is rather low. Maybe I was touched by god, shown what I could do as god, or maybe.. just maybe it was just a dream. Trying to go back to sleep with the cat yowling and being nudged only showed me pale imitations of the dream. Eventually I got up to deal with the cat, but it seems he won't take any answer we give him.
There was an assembly of some kind, something involving basketball. I remember someone wanted to prevent me from getting closer, and I almost choked and threatened him, only to realize I didn't care about basketball and so I walked away. After the assembly it was time to go home. At this point I was walking through people, walls, rebuilding the world, floating if I wanted to. I could touch or not touch at my choice, taste or not taste. I rebuilt the airport and it was odd as it was this aqua multifaceted world around, much like a slow computer loading up and building the world around me until it was a bustling airport. My GF's step-dad was there, somehow I had made him the owner of a huge corporation, and HDMI 15 was out where there was demos of the newest PlayStation games on the television, it had such clarity, although I didn't pay too much attention at that.
I pulled a girl I think I liked close, she might have been someone random and I kissed her. She didn't resist long and soon got into it, and I gave her a 'dream card' similar to a business card except it was more prismatic. Basically mentally an invitation for her to join me in another dream some time for personal fun.
Next we sat down, and someone began giving a talk to us about who were taught and what we qualified under. I commented I was 'self taught' but I don't think I was heard. After this point though I know I was sitting down, with a familiar old lady in a red coat in front, and I remember answering her 'because this is a dream'. I almost wanted to lie to save her feelings, but I knew there were none. Then I burst out crying because I knew the dream would end soon.
I woke up crying.
I feel terrible because the likelihood of getting something like that again is rather low. Maybe I was touched by god, shown what I could do as god, or maybe.. just maybe it was just a dream. Trying to go back to sleep with the cat yowling and being nudged only showed me pale imitations of the dream. Eventually I got up to deal with the cat, but it seems he won't take any answer we give him.
