after weeks of research, and numerous hours spent infront of the computer, Traveling, and family bullshit..... I dont think there is much light to be seen.


About a month ago I decided to hop on the trucking track in hopes that I could easily find work after getting my CDL. However One huge obsticle stands in my way. Getting a co-signer to obtain financial assistance to go to truck driving school. its not hard to drive a big truck, however getting the financial aid is such a pain in my ass.... not the good kind mind you...... that Im tempted to just drop it and go on another route to obtain employment. Obtaining a co signer is proving to be sucha huge obsticle to hurdle. I have no network of family with shiney golden credit and most of which is either dead or is bankrupt. I have offered several leads money after a few months after I was employed in return to cosign but that too has splashed up into my face with the horrid stentch of failure. So needless to say. My hopes once again got up and now they are flatter then the tires on an old station wagon. Im deeply depressed and Im finding it rather difficult to continue presuing this carreer. Im sick to my stomach and tired of people that I have helped turn me down just like some peice of worthless shit.