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Truckin' Across America
16 years ago
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Hello Guys,
I Haven't really posted much in the last few months as I have been BUSY, with alot of things. Getting a Jerb was perhaps the most important of those things as well as finishing up one of the largest most profitable projects for a long time client of mine. During the last few months I have been severely depressed because of the loss of my job, My fathers heath, Mother's Drama, Confusion about my sexual preference, and being evaluated by a mental heath professional as having severe depression, OCD, Social Disorders. To top it all off I have been broke for the last few months with the little money I had trickling in and the news of one of my childhood friends being executed during a home Invasion with no further news about the case.
HOwever I beleive things are looking up. During these last few weeks I have gone through truck driving school and I am currently on the road with a mentor learing about a life on the road. I have not seen my mother, sistor, or brother for weeks now but that is to be expected and tolerated. I am still very depressed but seeing that there are other places to be in and explore in this world. I have a sense of self peace. Im still trying to socialize and to get over my isolative ways and getting me more comfortable talking around people in large groups. Im hoping that the money that I save up on the road will go to good use and help get me to the place i really want to be "Home".
I have considered on living in a few places already however even though I have driven through those places I still have yet to get a feel for the life around in those areas. So far I think Ill be better suited away from the west coast to get away from alot of the reckless, stupid, Californa gangster/punk/douchbag culture to a new place where no one knows who I am and cannot judge me based on hear say. I look foward to attending many cons within the next year after my costume situation has been taken care of as I dont think I could go to a convention without consealing my ID and not being able to be comfortable around people.
As of right now I live my life mile by mile and always that a clean toilet seat, shower, sink, and safe heathy food are plentiful and affordable.
I Haven't really posted much in the last few months as I have been BUSY, with alot of things. Getting a Jerb was perhaps the most important of those things as well as finishing up one of the largest most profitable projects for a long time client of mine. During the last few months I have been severely depressed because of the loss of my job, My fathers heath, Mother's Drama, Confusion about my sexual preference, and being evaluated by a mental heath professional as having severe depression, OCD, Social Disorders. To top it all off I have been broke for the last few months with the little money I had trickling in and the news of one of my childhood friends being executed during a home Invasion with no further news about the case.
HOwever I beleive things are looking up. During these last few weeks I have gone through truck driving school and I am currently on the road with a mentor learing about a life on the road. I have not seen my mother, sistor, or brother for weeks now but that is to be expected and tolerated. I am still very depressed but seeing that there are other places to be in and explore in this world. I have a sense of self peace. Im still trying to socialize and to get over my isolative ways and getting me more comfortable talking around people in large groups. Im hoping that the money that I save up on the road will go to good use and help get me to the place i really want to be "Home".
I have considered on living in a few places already however even though I have driven through those places I still have yet to get a feel for the life around in those areas. So far I think Ill be better suited away from the west coast to get away from alot of the reckless, stupid, Californa gangster/punk/douchbag culture to a new place where no one knows who I am and cannot judge me based on hear say. I look foward to attending many cons within the next year after my costume situation has been taken care of as I dont think I could go to a convention without consealing my ID and not being able to be comfortable around people.
As of right now I live my life mile by mile and always that a clean toilet seat, shower, sink, and safe heathy food are plentiful and affordable.
Its going to take alot more time than you perdict it will, and some things you just have to wing it and dont care what others think of you.
You are your own person and if people dont like that, then they can go somewhere else.
Your a good friend of mine because of the skills you helped me hone in the past.
Here's to hoping you get your shit ironed out man. Keep in touch.