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Falling Short
11 years ago
Logic Rivers
Still alive, still haven't drawn shit. I'm trying to get my act together but I've lost a lot of motivation as the school year finishes. I'm tired of waking up and doing the same crap everyday, going to school, coming home, and doing nothing until bed, only to wake up and repeat. Throw in the fact that I only have a summer full of art shit and work to look forward to. All sense of go-lucky has slipped from my fingers like water, and I feel like I'm trying to use a strainer to pick it all up again. I can't keep track of anything anymore and I feel like I'm failing everyone, including the love of my life. I've completely abandoned the fandom.
I need some more time away from trying to get out the drawings I've promised people and trying to come up with decent content to upload. I may not be active at all, maybe I'll pop up on FAF every now and then, I don't know. I cannot guarantee when I'll be done with everything, but I can promise I'm ok and not slipping into an endless depression pit that the longest rope wouldn't be able to reach me.
Kal, don't worry two shits about me, aight? :I
I need some more time away from trying to get out the drawings I've promised people and trying to come up with decent content to upload. I may not be active at all, maybe I'll pop up on FAF every now and then, I don't know. I cannot guarantee when I'll be done with everything, but I can promise I'm ok and not slipping into an endless depression pit that the longest rope wouldn't be able to reach me.
Kal, don't worry two shits about me, aight? :I
I know you ask for me to not worry about you, but I can't help it and journals like this are a testement to that. I really hate to see you in this situation where you're burning yourself out and getting fustrated. You haven't failed anyone here at all, especially not me, never me.
Take some time out and try to get away from things, that happiness and motivation that I know you have will come back again in due course. As ever I'm here to talk if you ever need, always.
Love you, I really do. <3
Don't worry about me worrying about you, right? :p
Gee, this wasn't what I expected at all. It's hard to hear you're going through this kind of turmoil. I also find it very relatable. I have had many a moment I felt I'd failed people, and vocalizing it earned me confused looks. It took a while to understand that my friends all realized I had obligations, and that I would make time for them if I possibly could-- as is the case now.
Hopefully you're able to manage your time to talk to everyone here again in the future, but don't prioritize it. We're not going anywhere. Really, take care of yourself. =]