I have a lot of stuff going in right now
My family is constantly fighting over small things to distract us if the big things
My mom has had Lyme disease for almost 20 years and we as a family are all fighting with her
My dad is working 7 days a week and because he doesn't have control over my moms health, he wants control over everything else
My parents had a long talk last mighty about where we are going to be if my mom gets better
He's here for us now
But he will most likely leave once she gets better
He supports us and loves us for now.
So I'm really stressed about it.
We need to use our family credit cards each month just to make ends meet
I make money through commissions but they won't take it
My dad's pride is to large.
So I'm going to be paying for all my stuff with my own money
I can't put the family money into my hobbies
They are less important than the food on our table
And the roof over our heads.
That's why I do trades
So that I don't have to pay
I can do art that someone will enjoy
And I receive art that I will enjoy
So sorry if people are worried about my obsession with trades
But I love art and that's how I can get it.
I work just as hard as the person I'm trading with.
I do extra sometimes if they put lots of labor into making it.
I'm not a cheat.
I feel like some people might think so.
If you have concerns regarding my trades please just ask
So yeah
Life stuff