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My new years resolution.
17 years ago
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Well another year has past. It seems like only yesterday it was 2008 (you know what I mean) 2008 just went by in a flash. If there is one thing we can not stop is the march of time. For me in 2009 i find myself living in a new state and tho I am working for the same company I really enjoy my new job. (not to mention the better pay)
I can honestly say things are better for me here in TX tho I often find myself spending most of my time with my dog Charlie. I really don't know anyone here and while I do have a room mate it mostly feels as if I live by myself. Either way I think the change of scenery has done me some good and I suppose I would miss the "friends" I had in CA but I often wonder if the friends I had there were mostly my own illusion. I've been in TX 4 months now and I honestly don't think any of them have noticed I'm gone. Go figure..
anyhow, my new years resolution for 2009 is to start my life over here in this new state and new Job. 38 years of my past I hope to forget and leave behind in CA. One thing 38 years of life experience has taught me (and Im sad to say) is that most people are truly selfish and cruel. i see it every day of my life in the people around me. its caused me to view life through cynical eyes and I refuse to be a victim of other peoples selfishness any more. I think it's time I focused on my own well being in 2009 and I started looking after #1 for a change. (just like everyone else has been doing all along) I've realized that living by the golden rule has gotten me nothing but heartache and misery. This stops in 2009.
For those of you who have been good friends in the past I am very greatful for *hug*. I will reserve my kindness and gratitude for you because you have earned it. You have gotten me though some rough times. I wish to continue being your friend.
As for everyone else that seems to take my friendship for granted.. (and I'm sure you know who you are) don't expect me to be as "considerate" as I have been in the past I will in turn treat you with the same consideration you have shown me.
I really hope that in 2009 I can finally "find myself" and put aside all the damage that has been done over 38 year. This is no way for me to live. Thanks again to all of you who have been there for me in the past. I have never forgotten your kindness and I welcome your kindness and support and in turn you will have mine. Thank you! Here's to better days in 2009.
I can honestly say things are better for me here in TX tho I often find myself spending most of my time with my dog Charlie. I really don't know anyone here and while I do have a room mate it mostly feels as if I live by myself. Either way I think the change of scenery has done me some good and I suppose I would miss the "friends" I had in CA but I often wonder if the friends I had there were mostly my own illusion. I've been in TX 4 months now and I honestly don't think any of them have noticed I'm gone. Go figure..
anyhow, my new years resolution for 2009 is to start my life over here in this new state and new Job. 38 years of my past I hope to forget and leave behind in CA. One thing 38 years of life experience has taught me (and Im sad to say) is that most people are truly selfish and cruel. i see it every day of my life in the people around me. its caused me to view life through cynical eyes and I refuse to be a victim of other peoples selfishness any more. I think it's time I focused on my own well being in 2009 and I started looking after #1 for a change. (just like everyone else has been doing all along) I've realized that living by the golden rule has gotten me nothing but heartache and misery. This stops in 2009.
For those of you who have been good friends in the past I am very greatful for *hug*. I will reserve my kindness and gratitude for you because you have earned it. You have gotten me though some rough times. I wish to continue being your friend.
As for everyone else that seems to take my friendship for granted.. (and I'm sure you know who you are) don't expect me to be as "considerate" as I have been in the past I will in turn treat you with the same consideration you have shown me.
I really hope that in 2009 I can finally "find myself" and put aside all the damage that has been done over 38 year. This is no way for me to live. Thanks again to all of you who have been there for me in the past. I have never forgotten your kindness and I welcome your kindness and support and in turn you will have mine. Thank you! Here's to better days in 2009.
And yeah, here's to an UBER-er 2009 and all dat e'en!
*subliminal*Update your siiite already */subliminal* jk jk, take your time to settle in and all that.
sorry I've not updated new stuff for a while. Its been mostly because I've been dealing with a lot of personal stuff at home and at work, that's sorta why I also moved out of CA. it's not left me much time for projects and stuff. I want to start up new critter county comics and I'm hoping now that I'm getting settled in here I might be able to start back up on some of the many projects I've been wanting to complete.