I wish I had something of more value to say than just "I'm sorry" :c

Heh, such is life.

There are things that are always changing, your medical treatments can change. Physical therapy could help. Who knows? Things changed so quickly to you being sick and broken, they can change just a quickly again. All it seems to take sometimes is one medication, one treatment to throw off the course of everything. Sometimes for better or worse. So i'm just not sure how you can be so definite about it being your last drawing. Is it because its easier than having hope now?

Why wouldn't it be? The physical therapy is for walking, not drawing. Plus there aren't any pain meds I can take that do any actual good.

*sigh* i didnt mean it that way but there are excercises (considered physical therapy) you can do for your hands to. Also sometimes you have to use your hands at physical therapy places to, to lift you up or guide you along depending on what you are doing. And from what your doc said he doesn't think this is arthritis from the way its acting so maybe he's right? Misdiagnosing stuff does happen. So in that sense maybe it is reversable? with time and the right meds. You're broken atm, but i don't think its incurable/unfixable.

If you can't have hope at least i can.

yeah Im in agreement with crayon. You cant just give up that easily...well...you can...but it would be a shame to. I always find this an inspiration when I feel like I cant do something
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jhcxOhIMAQ if that helps any

That's... definitely inspirational. I just... I'm just so tired of being broken. I want so badly to be normal again. I just want to be able to do something like I used to be able to.

I need a hug -_-.

Look at the bright side, when an artist goes out of commission their galleries up their collector value...

...right?

...

...

*beats myself with a club for that* SORRY! >///<

xD

I know this isn't much. *hug*

*hugs* Thanks for the support, I really appreciate it ^^.

Hey, at least you're not like me! When I stopped drawing, I had NO reason to stop!

You just goooootta 1-up me, don'tcha?

XD

Hopefully, in the future, you can draw with your mind if technology grows O:

*hugs super tight*

Oooh! That'd be neat! *hugs back*

It won't be your last. Something will happen. A year ago I didn't think I would survive a year, and now look at me. Things CAN go from hopeless to awesome. Just don't ever stop looking for that opportunity. <3 I will even help as much as I can to get you back up there. ^.^

*hugs tight* Thanks ^^.

I...

YOU'LL BET IT LEM!!
I BELIEVE IN YA!! EVEN IF ITS JUST A CIRCLE, THEN ADD A NOSE THE NEXT DAY, THEN AN EYE,
AND THEN FUNNY TEETH.
That kind of seems like a fun thing to try, one tiny piece a day to create a work of art...

*giggles* That'd be neat!

I sincerely hope that somehow or another... whether it be through meds or physical therapy or a combination of the 2, that this eventually gets better for you over time.

*Hugs tight*

*hugs back* Thanks, Phloppy ^^.

Yoo welkiies! ^.^