Right now I'm so frustrated. Not just emotionally but sexually. So much so I think it might kill me.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
I lost my job and that caused me an immense amount of frustration but now being sexually frustrated I'm falling apart.
I feel my mind breaking into a thousand pieces and I'm clueless as to how to fix it.
I'm sorry if you know me personally and have to endure reading it but I really have no where else to vent my pains on this.
Talking of pain my frustration is so bad my chest hurts as do my "ovaries", I say it so as the pain is in that general area.
I feel bad inflicting all this on my amazing and wonderful boyfriend.
He does so much for me and helps my depression a great deal.
I love him to no end.
I feel I constantly punish him for my frustrations and the guilt contributes to tearing me up.
I keep flying off the handle and it scares me.
I dont want to be crazy.