Have you ever been like completely interested in someone? To the point where everything you hear them say sticks in your mind like "wow rlly thats gr8 you're gr8 everything about/around/with you is gr8"

Yeah I have a photographic memory. All of that sticks in my head anyway.

So I came upon a realization. Every great thought/aspiration/image/admiration I have for a person can be completely turned around by what they say.

Like if someone says something big and then says something else that is not to be taken lightly, every great thing they've ever said to me can see like a falsity. A lie. Or i'd even force myself to forget the great things and replace them all with every bad thing. Then whenever that person is happy all I can think about is how corrupted they really are. And I can't be happy even though I fake it. I guess that's odd. Everything just kind of sticks to me and I can immediately remember every random bad thing at random and it's weird. Very weird. Though it doesn't make me feel sad just kind of blank.

Then I train myself to treat that person different. To avoid the 'real' way that I see them. Is that bad? Does it make me weird?