I've been wanting a lot of things that I haven't really been getting latlely (well I have yes in small quantitys but not a usual thing which I guess I can understand) and usually I can shrug it off and move on but now its like I just wanna jump on my boyfriend and ask him for a thing but I can't because I'm so shy and I don't wanna Be rude but I'm like so greedy and I love being touched and ughhh.. like its weird but certain (places) ache if they aren't touched enough and this isn't even really sexual either well in a lot of senses yes but ughhhh. Its like I'm fifty fifty like "ohhh yes touch me touch me all over hrnnnghhfdkfrdks" or I'm like "oh god I'm such a disgusting person for loving affection so much ew no don't look at me I am a tree". //flops on the ground// moo. I guess I'm just weird for thinking this???